The insecure me

chapter-1

(Mini's pov)

I was lying on my bed thinking about my life, my future. I'm 21 already soon will be 22, still don't know what to do with my career. Well I'm studying business but I don't even know a little bit about business and all. I don't even have any interest in doing corporate jobs.

I wanted to become a singer and dancer. Infact I had a talk about this with my sister too but all she said is-

"Mini becoming a singer is not an easy thing. Since small you've to start practicing over and over again, you had to built a foundation, even if you start from today itself you're not guaranteed whether you will be successful or not, and also it will be waste of time if not suceed.
So, I think its better if you quit thinking about becoming a singer and focus on your studies.
*sigh*
as a big sister I said what I think right is now its all up to you"

But still I didn't loose my hopes and practice hard not infront of everyone just when I'm alone.
*a drop of tear left my eye*
I don't know I feel like I'm falling apart with my family at first it wasn't like this but now.
*sigh*
before we always tease each other, have fun, make memories, being playful, *chuckle sadly*
but now they mind their own business.
I don't know but after marriage brother has changed he isn't like before.

***Flashback***
(author pov)

Mini was doing dishes while listening to some music and also dancing and suddenly someone whisper in her ear "what are you doing" "aahhhhhh" flinching hard Mini yelled at her brother who was laughing hard.

"you scared me to death brother" after calming down he said "But seriously who does dishes while listening to music"

"Genius which absolutely you're not" said Mini while smirking but her smirk drop when jack started chasing her "sorry brother but I really mean it hahahahahahaha"
"you little you just wait."

"hey guys you're playing without me well I expect this from jack but Mini you too" said Ava pouting while coming downstairs. Now the siblings were chasing each other.

"Ok ok stop now or you'll hurt yourselves" Mr James said while chuckling "yes, stop now and go to your rooms." said mrs Mia smiling softly.
"OK good night mom and dad" said the siblings.
While heading back jack softly hit the back of the head of both the girls.

"Dad brother/jack hit us" said Mini and ava faking painful expression

"jack" Mr James said sternly

"but dad i didnt."

"jack" being done with the sisters acting  said "ok ok I'm sorry, happy"

"haha very much."

***Flashback ends***

Those were the days we three used to do so much fun we hang outs with each other, try new restaurants and street food, always save each other from troubles, prank each other and used to play WWE,
*chuckles softly*
but now he only comes whenever he wants something, that too hardly.
*sobbing*

'I miss you brother I really really miss you I miss our useless talks, our fights, our siblings time, everything. I really miss you'

Do all people change after marriage or it's just in our home?

And about ava she also changed now, i can't even talk my heart out with her scared she will judge me but still I tried and all the replies I got is
"You're overthinking Mini"

"You shouldn't think like this"

"Mini it's not like that"

"You are taking it in a wrong way"