Mikaela Sturniolo - the sturniolo triplet little sister

im sorry

⚠️This chapter contains SH, please do not read if you don't feel comfortable reading this⚠️

Mikaela's POV:
i was crying in my bathroom sitting on floor with my back resting on the wall with the door locked with a blade in my hand, i looked at it and started dragging it against my arm, blood was dripping down my arms between each cut, it was painful that's the best part.

i cleaned up the blood on my arms, put the blade back in my phone case and washed my face so it looks like i wasn't crying. i went downstairs to meet my brothers in the kitchen.

chris: hey kiddo, you okay ?
mikaela: yeah i'm fine
matt: you sure? you usually would come and run and give one of us a hug out of nowhere
mikaela: yeah i'm fine i just wanted water
i drank the water and tried to walk out the kitchen when nick grabbed my arm i winced at the pain
nick: mikaela wil- did that hurt? i didnt even hold your arm that hard
chris: kaela (nickname btw) roll up your sleeve..
i stood there in shocked.
matt grabbed my hand gently and rolled up my sleeve to reveal my fresh and old cuts and scars
chris: w-what happened wh-why would y-ou do that ?
chris's eyes were watery
nick was just shocked
matt: ...why didn't you come to us we could've help you ml
nick: let's get you cleaned up and we can talked about it
i was literally about to cry but i held it back, matt cleaned up my scars and we went to the living room
chris: please promise us you won't do it ever again and you'll one talk to us?
i sighed, i didn't want to make a promise i could break really easily.
mikaela: i won't
nick: where are they ?
mikaela: where's what ?
was he about to take my blade away?
nick: the blade
mikaela: uhhh-
i tired to get up but chris sat me back down on the couch i sighed in disbelief.
matt: i think i know where she would keep them
them??? how did he know i had more than one, after 5 minutes matt came back and found them, he put them in his pocket
mikaela: PLEASE DONT TAKE THEM I WONT DO IT ANYMORE
matt: you can't have them i'm sorry also how long have you done this for?
mikaela: uhh- 3 months
they all looked at me with a worried face matt was about to cry but he held back the tears.
i cried and they all just comforted me, chris took me to my room and i went to sleep.

Matts POV ~

matt: what do we do and how did we not know ?
chris: we should've took the signs to be fair, she kept on wearing hoodies and sweaters, it's summer
nick: im worried for her ngl
i don't know what to do, i just found out my my sister was hurting herself and suffering in silence, i felt bad for her, i really care about her and i love her so much i hope she knows.

authors note:
damn, never related to something more... i'm just joking guys i promise i'm fine i'm a week clean☺️.
i love you guys and stay safe and if you ever need someone to speak to i'm always here, i love you guys and stay safe