Mikaela Sturniolo - the sturniolo triplet little sister

i didn't mean to

⚠️SH, if you're uncomfortable reading this please don't read this chapter⚠️
(i know i already did one with sh but this one i different than the last one)

Mikaela's POV:
Today my brothers were mad at me because i kept on being 'annoying' the whole day, they weren't talking to me and they're giving me the silent treatment, i hate when people do that. it's just frustrating. i really needed someone to talk to, i really wanna sh but i promised my brothers i wouldn't, i should try talking to matt. i knocked on his door.
matt: come in
i went in his room and he just looked at me with an annoyed expression.
matt: what do you want mikaela
he barley calls me mikaela, i think he was really mad at me
mikaela: n-never mind....
matt: god you're so annoying get out of my room
(it's the author here and i know matt would never do this he's the sweetest person ever)
i walked out if his room, i wanted to cry. i guess ill speak to chris? i went to his room and knocked on his door.
chris: come in
mikaela: chris?
chris: what do you want from me? are you here to annoy me again because if so, get out.
mikaela: oh- i-
chris: sooo you came to annoy me again? get out kaela
mikaela: oh i- okay chris
i walked out of his room, maybe nick would help? noo he probably wouldn't care just like chris and matt, i'll just try i guess. i knocked on his door.
nick: yeah?
mikaela: hey can i-
i said softly
nick: please get out of my room mikaela
mikaela: oh- okay
nick: thank you
he said in an annoyed tone.
i left his room and walked to my bathroom. i looked at the blade.
i think i should sh, but i promised my brothers i wouldn't. i'm gonna do it anyway.
i grabbed my blade from my table and dragged it across my skin 1..2..3..4..5..6..7....
i lost count, i ran my arm and wrist under the cold water and lied down, i heard a knock on my door.
mikaela: come in
i said in an annoyed voice.
chris: we wanted to say sorry
nick: yeah we shouldn't have treated you like that and took our anger on you
matt: we're sorry kaela
mikaela: it's okay
i left my blade on the desk oh shit.
matt: uhh, not to be nosy or anything but why is your blade on the desk?
mikaela: i- i was gonna throw it out
chris: i can tell when you lie mikaela
mikaela: uhhh i-
nick: kaela lift up your sleeve
mikaela: i- why?
chris: so we know you're not hurting yourself again
matt took my wrist gently and pulled it up, all of their faces dropped. they all felt so guilty.
chris: we're so sorry we made you feel that way ml
nick nodded in agreement
mikaela: yeah but i'm fine
nick: we're gonna help you clean your cuts okay and even if we're mad at you, please don't be scared to come and talk to us, okay? we're here for you
mikaela: thank you
they helped me clean my cuts and whenever it hurt i squeezed matt or chris's hand. i really hope they aren't blaming themselves.
chris: you okay kaela?
mikaela: yeah i'm fine
matt: i'm sorry kaela buttt i have to talk the blade away from you
mikaela: bu- that's the only one i have left
chris: it's okay i promise you'll be okay
mikaela: but i- fine i guess
matt took it away and put it in his pocket so that he could throw it away later.
mikaela: i hope you guys...don't think this is your fault, it really isn't i promise it's just me
matt gave me a hug i could tell he was really sorry but the way he hugged me
mikaela: it's okay don't worry about it guys
chris: sorry to ruin the moment but can we all watch a movie?
nick: yeah we should
matt: i'll get the snacks
mikaela: i'll help matt
nick: i'm picking the movie, all you guys pick such
boring romance movies ew.
mikaela: i don't!
nick: i know it was aimed at matt and chris
mikaela: so why can't i pick?
matt: because you pick horror movies and we all hate horror movies
mikaela: but please can we watch a h-
chris: shut up kaela
he said as he rolled his eyes jokingly.
mikaela: chill christopher chill!
nick: i'm picking the movie, end of conversation
they watched a movie in the living room and she fell asleep on matt.

authors note:
i don't know if i like how this story turned out but i hope that you guys like it, have an awesome day or night, stay safe, love you and i'll see you in the next chapter bye.<33