Losing Track

Chapter 2

When you find that one person you will know because it will be your hearts desire.
-Me

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Groggily I woke as my annoying alarm rang well at least I had another 20 more minutes.
I don't think that anybody understands the struggle that I go through every single day it's a hard life I tell you.
No joke.
20 minutes later:
I had showered and brushed my teeth in a circular motion just because I was a good girl like that. I laughed out loud to myself when I said that sometimes I could say the most random shit and it didn't even make sense.
I think everyone has their moments don't judge me honeyboo..
Walking towards the closet I started to think of different outfits for school. I wanted to look professinal or at least the miuimim.
Dissapointment.
That's what I felt when I looked at my clothes.

In the end it resulted to throwing a black fitting top that showed of my boobs and hips quite nicely and a matched it down with grey ripped jeans and some black converses along with a black leather jacket.
I looked fine for school I guess, I didnt want to stand out I couldn't be the main centre of attention I couldn't stand it.
I would feel so uncomfortable. All black in june, interesting I thought grimmly. Finishing off by putting my hair in a bun I rushed out the house to meet my father out front.
Wishing him good morning I swiftly got into the car ready to face school.
Today I would be attending NYU imperial a prestigious school that only rich people could afford. I wonder if I would be the only black girl there, I doubted that I would be.
Lost in thought I started to think of ways to look invisible.
Maybe just maybe this would be different.
Arriving at the school gate I hopped out of the car saying goodbye to my father, he also bid me good day. I quickly breathed through my nose inhaling and exhaling.
I would be that bad I told myself optimistically but deep down there was a tug that was saying something different but I knew that I would never break out of this shell and the wall that I had caustiously built around me, sighing I strolled all the way to the reception where I found a paper pale woman with big brown eyes that were to big for her face and a long pointy nose meeting at the bottom she also had some thin lips honestly she looked like she hadn't slept in days with those baggy circles under her eyes all of a sudden I started to feel a tinge of sympathy for this woman working with kids was not easy.
A smile slipped onto her lips the moment that her eyes fixed on me, being polite I smiled back sliding her glasses off her face she directed speech to me.
"Your the new girl right, Annabelle Hathaway" she said smiling, unsure of what to say I replied.
"Yep that's me."

Still keeping her fixed gaze on me she handed me my timetable along with a student handbook and a few other formalities,taking and putting them in my bag just as I was about to turn she called out to me.
"I have assigned tate to show you around the school any trouble at all then talk to tate or me."

Who's tate I wondered in my head.

"Oh and honey come see me tommorrow and tell me how your first day went."she said warmly
Damn I liked this woman already we were going to be good simple acquaintances.

Walking out the reception I realised that I had just entered freakin' high school and it was going to be one hell of a ride, keeping my eyes low I walked into the long glass corridor which was breathtakingly beautiful the view was stunning from up here. I was one lucky son of a bitch. Continuing down the glass corridor I came across two beautiful girls the types that you would see in the movies that always try to make you feel bad about your self. Yeah I had just come across diverting my eyes sideways so that I wouldn't have to look at them.
I hurried down the corridor entering a cabin-like room which was the class that I had first thing breathing happily I sat down in the 3rd row of chairs mainly because at the front the teachers try to make fun of you. I looked around the classroom to see only three other students perphaps I was too early, slumping against my seat I began to rearrange my life which was in shambles right now. Looking around it wasn't your typical classroom it was more of a homely environment which was good for the learning. Strangely, I felt very calm this time round. My experiences of different high school has never been that good and always ended badly but I can hardly blame them.
Checking my watch I realised that I was right that the class was just about to start.
The teacher walked in to his desk and the class began.