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2 years ago: 

"Ah, I can't wait today to be over"  I say to Jungkook who currently looked lost looking outside the window 

He seemed to be in deep thought so I decided to not  interrupt him and went back to looking around the class 

Everyone looked so..

Happy..

It was weird how this would be the last year here and the suddenly we'd all drift away to different places

Well, 

I didn't have a lot to miss 

Except Jungkook

And..

"OMG GUYS WE SHOULD TOTALLY  CHECK OUT THE NEW RESTAURANT THAT JUST OPENED NEARBY AFTER SCHOOL TODAY" Sajd Aecha interrupting my thoughts 

Well, so as I was saying

I don't have a lot to miss except Jungkook 

And Aecha 

Aecha and I have been friends since ages 

But little does she know that I look at her more than just that

Not that I expect any outcome out of it 

So I'm just gonna ignore it 

and get over it

that's the best I can do for now 

.        .       .      . 



1 year and 6 months ago: 


I try reaching out to Jungkook but I can't 

It's almost as if all of a Sudden he has disappeared 

I try calling him and texting him 

I even go upto his house but he isn't there and apparently his parents have  are on a business trip and their date of arrival isn't certain

I hurry up to school hoping I'd see him there

As soon as I arrive to my class 

I see Ae-cha on a call with someone 

"Hi" she mouths her words to me 

I say hello back and sit on my seat 

" who were you on call with?" 

"Oh, one of my friends from the other school, she lives really far from here, we were deciding what colleges we should apply to" 

"Oh, well, have you heard from Jungkook today at all?" 

"No? Why?is he okay?"

"I don't know, I've tried texting him , calling him, I even tried visiting his house but he wasn't there." 

.          .           .    

A while passes by and I see her in an empty corridor 

I approach her

"Are you okay?" I ask her  

And suddenly she melts down and starts crying with tears running down her cheeks as if she's been wanting to lay off burden from her shoulders and it feels like I should be the one she should lay it on because after all, shes one of the dearest friends I've had 

"What's wrong?" I ask her 

I stare at her reassuring her that she can tell me whatever she wants

"It's Jungkook"

She said looking up at me 

And the look on her face was enough to clarify her words

i don't know what it was

But

At that moment 

My heart felt heavy 

As if stones were flowing through it's arteries and veins instead of blood 

But I couldn't get my feelings in the way of all of this 

Between the two of us 

She chose

Him

It was him

It was always him 

How could I be so blind 

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