Marauders one shots

Beautiful

THE ART IS NOT MINE
Based off of the film beautiful boy cos Timotheé Chalamet is in it and I love him sm but it's less about drugs and more about SH cos I know more about that. this one shot mostly has Regulus and James in it but has the others in at some point too.
TW: 🤢🤮, SH, abuse, mention of SI. This one shot can be really triggering so if any of these things trigger you Especially SH I wouldn't read it.
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James couldn't control himself sometimes.. when he got angry or scared or if he was alone... but he has never known how to handle it because he has never been taught how. And now he is locked in the bathroom looking at his sliced arms regretting what he just did.. his mind was flooding with awful voices. Your so stupid! "You fucking idiot you were clean!! Your useless you may as well just kill yourself" James couldn't help but sob. The more he cried the louder the voices were getting. He couldn't help but grab the blade and he went to cut himself again but there was a knock on the door "prongs are you ok??" Shit that was moony "yeah I'm fine!!!" James replied. "Ok we'll hurry up I need a piss" Remus said as he walked away. James sobbed again as he pushed the blade down in his skin and now that he was started he couldn't stop. He did it over and over again until his vision went fuzzy. All the voices went louder and all the sounds around him started to get quieter. James started to panic as his vision started to turn more and more into a static TV until it all went black. A loud thud echoed as James
Hit his head on the wall. Remus stood up. He ran to the bathroom and started banging on the door. "James are you alright?????" There was no reply. "James?.... JAMES????" Remus looked at Sirius and said "get someone" Sirius looked at remis and said "who?" Remus sighed and said "GET A FUCKING TEACHER YOU MORON" Sirius just looked at remus and then left to get a teacher. Remus unlocked the door with his wand and tried to wake James up. He noticed the cuts and scars on James's arms. "Shit shit shit shit shit" he whispered still trying to wake james up. Sirius and Professor McGonnagle came running in and came to help James.
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Sorry to cut this off short but I have writers block... if there's anything u want me to write abt put it in the comments