chapter 7

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Holly pov

the guys were still asleep and the girls were still at starbucks so there wasn't much for me to do. Niall and Liam were on the couch louis was in the spare room that was currently being used as my room. zayn was in the master bedroom which is abrias room since it is her house and harry was in the other spare room that was currently emily's room.

i decided to just stay in the kitchen so i wouldn't wake anyone up. i decided to make some tea so i got the kettle and went to the sink to fill it. doing my OCD i turned the water on and off 5 times. it annoyed me too but i couldn't help it. i filled the kettle and set it on the stove to heat up.

after it was warm i got my mug and went to fill it up. i had a tea bag but just as i went to pour the hot water in the mug someone scared me and hot water fell all over my arm.

"ahhhhh!" i screamed really loud. i had been scared by liam walking in.

he ran over to help me. it hurt so bad i felt like my arm was on fire. "i'm so sorry are you ok?" he asked me as he grabbed several towels to clean it up.

"ah yeah i think." i said in barely a whisper. "no your arm is burnt really bad. here let me help you." he took me to the bathroom and found abrias first aid kit.

i heard foot steps coming down the stairs. "what was that?" harry louis and zayn asked popping their heads in the bathroom.

"i um sort of burnt her arm." liam sighed. "are you ok?" louis asked me. "yeah i'm fine." i lied. it hurt like heck! niall came around too and they watched as liam helped me. he put this cream on my arm that is suppose to take away the burn but it wasn't really helping.

he took a wrap and wrapped my arm and then he was finished. i thanked him and went back to the kitchen to finish cleaning up. i put the kettle in the sink and picked the towels up. i was going down the stairs to the basement where the washer was to throw the towels in there.

i didn't think anyone was around because i thought the guys had gone back into the living room so when i got to the basement door i did my OCD.

i turned around and saw they were actually right behind me! ugh i hate when people see me do my OCD i try not to do it in front of people as much as i can but sometimes i can' stop myself. it sucks. i just ignored that they were there and put the towels in the washer. since i knew they were behind me i tried not to do my OCD.

"why didn't you do your OCD that time?" harry asked. i sighed and turned to face them. "because i knew you were behind me." "why do you do your OCD?" what was this pick on Holly day!

"because if i don't do certain things a certain amount of times i don't feel safe." that was the truth. i have to do things a certain amount of times other wise i feel off or unsafe like someone is watching me.

after that there were no more questions. i turned around and walked into the living room just as Abria and Emily walked through the front door. "hey Holly." they greeted me.
"hey." i sighed and sunk into the couch to watch tv. the guys sat on the couch with me and the girls handed us muffins and coffees. i sat the coffee on the table and lightly ate some of my muffin.

"Holly what happened to your arm?" abria asked. "nothing i just spilt some hot water is all." i said. "ok it doesn't hurt does it?" emily asked. "no. i'm not a child you don't have to treat me like i'm 2 years old. if it hurt i would take care of it." i said. they were getting on my nerves today. i got up and went upstairs to 'my' room and slammed the door.

i laid on the bed and put the pillow over my head. i let a scream but no one could hear it because of the pillow. i needed to scream to let all my anger and saddness out. i was mad that my life sucked and i was sad because my life sucked. i was just happy my dad hasn't found me.

i heard a knock on the door. "who is it?" "emily." "go away!" i heard another knock. "hey it's Abria." "oh well in that case..... go away!" i shouted again. i heard the door open but didn't bother to look up. "emily and abria if that's you just leave me alone." i said from under my pillow.

"it's liam." i shot up from under my pillow. "why are up here?" i asked. "i-i just wanted to talk to you." he said. i just stared at him. i looked at his gorgeous puppy dog eyes. wait what! what am i doing?

"Holly?" i shook my head out of my thoughts. "huh?" i asked. "can we just talk?" he asked me with a sweet smile. i nodded and he smiled again. he laid down on one side of my bed and patted the spot next to him. i laid down and stared at the ceiling. "so what did you want to talk about?" i asked him.

"i wanted to know more about you." he said. "there isn't much to say that you don't already know. i guess i can start from the beginning. my parents are divorced and my dad got custody which usually the mom  gets custody but that didn't happen for me. my father abuses me or used to now he doesn't know where i am. i started my OCD when he started to beat me. i felt like i had to do certain things to be safe so thats how that started. i am old enough to move out but i never had the money so i was stuck at home with him. i am graduated from high school which is ok because i was bullied at school too. my life has just begun to get better." i explained.

i looked over at him. he was staring at me with sympathy written all over his face. "i'm sorry." he said. "for what it's not your fault. you actually made my life better. your music."

"h-h-how did our music help?" he asked me. "your music gives people something to look forward to. keeps people dreaming and thinking of all the good things in life. you guys saved me and many other people." i said tears were starting to form in my eyes as i explained this stuff to him.

i felt him wrap his arms around me in a hug. i turned towards him and hugged him back. i loved liam for listening to me. i think i am falling for liam payne.

liam pov

i listened to hertalk about how the lads and i have helped her. it broke my heart to hear of all the things she went through. i felt like i have grown closer to her in just these 10 minutes we have been talking.

i pulled her in for a hug and she hugged me back. i just wanted to be able to protect her. i wanted to keep her safe and with me forever.

"do you want to go back down stairs?" she asked me. i nodded and we both got up. before we got out of the room she turned to me. "thank you liam." she smiled.

i loved hearing her say my name. it made me smile. "no thank you for saying all those things about me and the lads." i smiled.

we walked down stairs and saw everyone was on the couch. they turned to look at us and we sat down on the couch with them.

i think i'm falling for Holly.

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A/N hi everyone! i hope you liked this chapter i enjoyed writing it :) emily will be writing the next chapter. peace -micky :)

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