ONLY YOURS - CHRIS STURNIOLO

03 : homeless ?

I heard my mom come up the stairs.

She barged in my room as i asked her "what?"

"I dont want you in my house anymore."

"What ??" I said as i sat up on my bed

"Your a worthless piece of shit.
You dont do anything.
Your literally worth nothing, and we dont want you in our house anymore.
You bring our popularity down."

"What the fuck?"

" pack your things .
I dont care where you go, you need to be out the house today."

She said as she left my room and slammed the door shut.

W tears in my eyes i sat on my room not knowing what to do.

Gigi's on the hawaai trip.

I could go to camilla's but her parents never let me stay for more than a few days.

What the fuck am i going to do ?

I ran in the bathroom.

I turned on the shower all the way to hot and stood in it.

It felt so good.

It was like the burning took all my pain away.

I grabbed the blade out of my cupboard
And started making cuts on my wrist and  thighs.

I cried in pain as i watched the blood everywhere.

It hurt so much,
But it felt soo good.

I havent been clean since a year,
And only gigi and cami know.

Mom wouldnt care.

I cleaned up the blood and bandaged my cuts.

I put on a hoodie and sweats, and started packing my stuff.

Once i had all my stuff in my boxes, i went downstairs and walked out.

I put the boxes in the trunk and went back into the house.

I went up in my room to get the last bits of my stuff

When i got everything, i stopped to get a last look of my childhood room,
Knowing i wont miss this house.

I went and  walked downstairs.

I opened the fridge and took out something to eat .

" did you pack up?"

" yes "

" good. I dont want you coming back here.
There will be a lot of interwiev people coming for ur dad,
Since our business just got upgraded
And you cant be here."

"Yeah and what are you going to say when they ask dad where did your 18 year old daugther dissapear to ?"

I said turning to face my mom.

"Fuck you.
You dont get to talk to me like that you whore.

Well just tell them you moved out.
Atleast they wont know what a worthless piece of shit u were."

She said yelling in my face.

"Fuck you." I screamed as i walked out the front door.

I stopped outside in front of the door and stood there so i could text cam.

Cami ❣️

Hey um
Im in a really fucked up situation rn.

Yeah whats up ml ?
Is everything okay ?

My mom just threw me out the house
Could i stay at yours for a few weeks?"