Unbreakable Heart

Pregnant journey

I was 3 month's pregnant and its so harddddd! To the point that i just want to cry in my mom's arms.

"Uncle jeromeeee i wantttt that langkaaaaa and that yellow bread pleaseeee pretty pleasee" pag pupumilit ko kay uncle since i really want that.. "Alright alright hija ibibili kita okay babalik ako agad ikaw talagang bata ka" naiiling na sabi ni uncle HAHAHAHA i am in my room tintingnan ki din litrato ng ulol ewan ko ba hinahanap ko lang siya parang ayaw ng katawan ko tantanan siya lalo na yung bluish niyang mata ang matangos niya ilong at ang matipuno niyang katawan omygoood so yummy! Hehe joke lg hays ewan basta hina hanap siya ng katawan ko.

"Baby sana wag mong pahiraman si mommy okay, mahal na mahal ka ni mommy anak i will never let you feel that you don't have a daddy" malumanay kong sabi sa anak ko habang hawak hawak ang medyo kalakihan kong tiyan. Ewan ko ba 3 months pa lang naman pero malaki na talaga tiyan ko. While im doing that biglang pumasok si lory, well she's my bestfriend childhood friend actually kaka dating niya lang from france.

"Bruhaaaa!  Yung babies ko kamusta na?" Pasigaw na sabi niya. Kahit kailan talaga parang naka lunok ng microphone tong babaeng to! "Aba lory nagawa mong kamustahin yung anak ko pero hindi mo magawang kamustahin ako"! Pag tatampo ko da kanya HAHAHAHA joke lang naman e. She smiled at me teasingly "Ay nagseselos kaba bruha ka?" HAHAHA i just laugh at her ang nag usap usap lang kami hanggang sa maka dating si uncle. Nag pa alam na din su lory since may pasok pa siya.

Fast forward!!!

It's been 8 months and due date ko na next next week. Natatakot ako at the same time excited. After all the pain that i felt, Worth it naman lahat ng sakit. I have an angel now. Well naka isip naman ako ng name niya but yea. Surprise na lang hehe.

Pa ulit ulit lang routine ko dito sa bahay si mommy mas excited pa sakin si daddy naman ni ready na lahat ng ka kailanganin ni baby nag pagawa pa nga ng kwarto for my baby tyaka nag pagawa pa ng baby pool jusko! Hindi pa nga lumabas parang spoiled na spoiled na ano pa kaya pag andyan na!

Its been 2 weeks and im in the hospital waiting for my labor. Pero kanina pa ako pa balik balik kasi apaka sakit ng tiyan ko, i couldn't help but to cry in pain si mommy hindi alam ang gagawin kasi umiiyak na ako sa sakit. Si daddy naman lumabas na muna kasi parang mas hihimayin pa siya kaysa sakin HAHAHA pero every minute na dumadaan mas sumasakit yung tiyan ko.

Nagsisigaw na lang ako ng maramdaman kong parang may lumalabas at pumutok na rin yung panubigan ko. The doctor came and the nurses bring me to the delivery room..

After so many house nalabas ko na rin yung napakaling baby. And its a boy! My baby flame, binigay nila sakin yung anak ko and naramdaman ko talaga ang tinatawag nilang lukso ng dugo saming dalawa. I just cried while touching his cheeks.

Before ako mawalan ng malay they asked me ano ipapangalan ko sa bata. I smile and said "Flame zachary" that's my baby's name.

Pag ka gising ko dinala ako nina mommy sa infirmary and there, i saw my baby peacefully  sleeping. How cute, but he looks like his dad. His nose, eyes the only thing that he has from me is his shaped heart reddish lips.

Hindi naman kami nag tagal sa hospital since in okay and my baby flame is healthy.

My mom is the one who's taking care of him and he has his own personal maid as well while im recovering. Syempre nag aalaga din namn ako i still want to be hand's on to my baby. Well he always cry if he dont smell my scent anyway hahaha.