Feeling utterly terrifying no matter whats happening. Thinking so much you forget to breath. Being so afraid of some invisible, uncontrollable thing, that is constantly pushing down on your chest, trying to break you from the inside out, snapping all of your veins and bones, just leaving you 2 deal with this unbearable, unimaginable pain. You cry out for help, but then you remember that no one is there, that no one cares, that no one ever did and that no one ever will. That you are completely, and utterly, alone.