You are here, you are with me.
You are okay. I love you.
The words that spilt out of my mouth every day.
But your lifeless eyes only showed pain.
And every day I tried. I tried and tried to make you happy.
To make you smile.
To take the damage away.
But instead your eyes faded and darkness took over.
And that person that I thought I knew,
The one that made my world turn and the stars fall like rain
The one I couldn't help falling in love with,
Was gone.
Then came the day.
The day when my whole world shattered into a million pieces.
The day when my words caught in my throat and I choked.
The day when you vanished into thin air.
For years I tried.
I screamed out for you in my sleep.
I would wake in the night, wishing you were there.
Wished that somehow you would turn up out of the blue.
I wished that we could go back to the sea.
Where all of our troubles were washed away and we became us.
And when that day came, I forgave.
I closed my eyes, your hand in mine and dreamt of the ocean.
I could feel your tears dripping onto my face.
Your words faint and broken.
Your trembling voice singing the words,
So take my hand, and take my whole life too.
