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first day of hell (billie)

billies pov:

a few weeks ago my family and i were enjoying our vegan dinner like normal. but the vibe was different, i could tell they wanted to say something important; i didn't know what though. so instead of sitting in silence i asked them. "you guys are hella quiet today. what's up?"

as soon as i said that they both gave each other a look. finally my dad let out a deep breath indicating that he was about to speak. "billie. you've been homeschooled your entire life. however your mother and I feel like we've been taking a huge learning experience away from you."

I objected when i heard that. "yeah i guess, but i really enjoy being homeschooled. i have a lot of free time to work on music" my parents looked at each other again, but this time my mom spoke. "billie honey we know. that was a big factor in our decision to homeschool you and your brother. but we think that for your senior year you need to have that teen experience most kids go through"

"WHAT THE FUCK! why are you guys putting me in an actual school?!" i yelled. "oh, is that why y'all were asking me so many questions about school?" my brother finneas spoke. "actually yes. when i asked you a few weeks ago you said that you kinda wished you went to a regular school for at least one year" my mom said answering finneas' question.

"exactly, so billie we want you to go to school." my dad said to me. "just because finneas wished he went to school doesn't mean i will!" i was a little angry at my family, but i knew there was no way i could get out of this. "billie!" my parents yelled at the same time. "look i'm sorry for yelling, but it's true." i apologized. "honey we know, but it could be a good experience. and -" i cut her off "whatever." i said as i got up to go to my room.

soon after i heard a knock on my door. "please go away." "it's me" finneas said. "ughhhh, what do you want." he opened the door and sat down on the edge of my bed. "Billie i'm sorry. i didn't know that they were asking me all those questions for that reason." "whatever, i can't do anything about it" "yeah that's true" he then went on to talk about how his girlfriend Claudia talks about how much she loved school. and how my best friend gabi goes to the school i'm going to.

Fast forward to now.

it's the first day of hell and i'm already late. i forgot to set an alarm last night, so now i'm in the halls of this unfamiliar place and i'm already being lectured. "i understand that this is your first time in a school, but that is no excuse to be late on the first day." when he was done with his lecture he opened the door to the classroom, and told me to sit down.

as i sat down in the only empty seat the teacher told me to take my hood off. when i woke up late earlier this morning i just threw it on cause that's the only thing i had time to do. besides brush my teeth, a bitch can't have stinky morning breath all day. when I took my hood off I looked up to see everyone in the class looking at me. before i questioned them i remembered that the roots of my hair are bright green, so i just minded my own business. unlike everyone else.

as the teacher was talking i was fiddling with the rings on my fingers. i noticed that the girl next to me had a bisexual flag pin on her backpack. so me being me, i made eye contact with her and complemented it. "thanks" she replied with a small smile. damn. she's hella pretty i thought to myself. "of course, i'm Billie by the way" she told me my name suits me and that her name is saylor. pretty.

eventually the teacher heard us talking and told us to stop, so we didn't talk for the rest of the class. and soon after the bell rang indicating our next class.

hiii, sorry for the slow updates. but no one reads this anyway so it doesn't really matter lol. for anyone who is reading this tho i appreciate it, and i hope you like it.
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