1) CANT SAY GOOD BYE <3 : when i thought u were permanent, but u slipped away. it was less like falling and more a decision u made, Couse your words hold more power then the tears i let fall. though all of this i wish i could say, im happy to have known u at all. but now at least for the time, the thought of u cuts away at the friendship we made in these months. i thought u would b here for me, like u said u would. we promised a future perfect and good, u had my back, now uv walked away. and i have to stand here alone. i have to stay. i understand why ur doing it, it just hurts so much, like every soft word u said was a cruel stinging touch, and it stings to see u, when u look past my eyes, id go home and cry but i don't have the time, Couse my tears r so close to the surface, iv never had to hid now I find my self sliding away from there eyes, and I cant say good bye.
2) its just a part of a longer one..
i know is not my place to hold ur hand, but i have wept for you more then i should have, and i love you more then i will ever let know, ur not allowed to leave me, plz dont let go.
3)THEY'LL LOK AT YOU
there will always be those who look at u with envy , always those who look at u with pride, some will take in ur wisdom, some will take you in with strides, some will glance and nothing more, some will leave thro the enter door. some may stay when u wish them to go. some will wish the same thing of you. some feed on you anger some hunger for your glare, they'll look at you with love, they'll hold you with care. they'll push you away then all thy need is you near. they'll bury ur hugs underneath jealous fear. some will look upon you will kindness, and nothing to prove their piont. some point at you with greedy eyes, with nothing to prove their right . some will hold u when they wish nothing more for you to die. then come back ask to hug you well on your shoulder they cry. some will look at you with hatred, some with unwarranted love. the friends you keep around you shall guard you from above.
