TFW x Dead! Reader

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*WARNING: VERY SAD! FEELS WILL OCCUR! Also, suicidal themes, don't read if you are sensitive to that
Also, sorry it's been so long since I've posted, I've fallen into the deep, dark hole that is anime...I don't think I'll be crawling out of it anytime soon XD
(I was also too lazy to proof read this one >.< sorry)

The bunker was so quiet, you could hear a pin drop.
It had been that way for the past four days... Every since the boys had found you hanging from a ceiling fan after returning from a hunt.
No one knew what to do after that. They gave you the hunter's funeral you deserved. They buried your ashes with the teddy bear you'd had once you were little... Your dad gave it to you- right before he left for a hunt he wouldn't return from. They had poured your favorite whiskey and perfume on your grave as well. None of the boys cried, they were too heart broken to even think about crying- they could only think of you.
The bunker didn't have the same life that it did when you were around. Cheery laughter no longer bounced off the walls, only an empty silence that would never be broken.
The boys would walk past your door, hoping you would be in there and this was all a bad dream, they would open your door and your room would be empty. They would shed a year and walk away, not being able to bear the old photos of the four of you together. They would never get the words from
Your suicide note out of their heads:

Sam Dean and Cas,
You're reading this, so that means you've found me... And I'm sorry. Non of this was your fault, and I'll
miss you three so much, I just could deal with the pain anymore. Knowing I'd never be able to have a normal life and start a family was too much to handle. All I ever wanted was a nice, suburban home, a husband, and a few kids, but that would never happen with this life, so, I'm sorry.
I love you all so very much, and don't try and think this is your fault, that you could've helped me, I would've done it anyway...
Thank you for giving me a home and a "family" you guys. I love you.
Love,
Y/n

A/N IM SO SORRY ABOUT THIS
I CRIED WRITING IT
*sobs into a pillow*
Sometimes I hate the things I write....
Oh well!
I love you all sooo freaking much!! If you need to talk, you can message me on here, or my kik is Molly_R58!
~Molly

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