Unexpected

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Now that i know that Lorenzo is on the same page i am and has agreed to marry me for the sake of both of our futures, I am very on edge. I keep getting this horrible feeling that something is going to go wrong when the council returns. We have a month left until they come back to meet my husband and to give him and i the sealed documents notarized showing he owns it all, I have a feeling that they are going to try and pull something because they think i am lying about being married. I actually have been married for over a week now but who needs the little details. It was beautiful and simple and exactly what we needed with who needed to be there. 

"Love what are you doing staring out the window like you are lost? Are you ok?" this man has been worried about me since the first time he met me so fucking cute i do love him. I have talked to him about my feeling and that i don't know how to shake the fact that something is going to go wrong but he is reassuring and tells me every single time that i am just nervous and scared.

"I know you are still worried but i don't think anything can go wrong or be done about your choice. You are the ruler of Russia and the head of the mob, us being married only allows me to do things in your stead and allows access to your knowledge and money which i need none of. I want you to not over think this baby and just enjoy your time with your husband for the next month, we will deal with them when they show up."   

This man definitely knows how to make me feel better but i still can't shake this feeling. As we walk through the house i am mindeful of everyone who works for him and is around me all the time. For some reason one man is sticking out and i have never seen him before. I get my husbands attention and nod toward the new guy guarding the door, I don't know who it is but by the reaction from Lorenzo i know i was right. I am instantly put behind him and guards surround me. I can't see what is happening but i know he is angry and wants to know where this other man came from and how he got into our home? When the man that nobody knows has been restrained the guards part and I notice that Lorenzo is extremely angry and is sweating like he is holding a beast back. I have not seen him like this at all in the time we have had together so far so i am not sure what to do. Alexandar comes up next to me and whispers in my ear, "go to him Sofia, only you can calm him." with that i walk up to my husband and lightly place my hand on his shoulder, he turns with a force ready to punish whoever interrupted him but the minute he sees my eyes and that it is me his whole attitude changes. He grabs my hand, turns us around, and walks us away from the guards and away from the stranger. 

" I can not believe after all this time that this motherfucker would come into my home and pose as one of the guards protecting my wife and my home. As i take Sofia out of the room and away from that cocksucker i can tell she is scared and can feel her shaking. We get to our bedroom and i lock the door behind us and envelope her in a hug tight enough to suffocate but i need her to be calm and okay for what i need to tell her.""Lorenzo what is wrong? I don't know who that man was but i can tell it's bad and i really am worried and scared." don't worry love he can't get to you now. " thats not what i asked."  She always has a way of making me talk and we haven't even known each other long." 

I know that it is bad because he is holding me like i will disappear but he hasn't said one word while holding me like this. He is worrying me but at the same time i love how protective he is of me. "Sofia i use to have a twin, we were super close and inseparable but that motherfucker in the other room took him from me and vowed to take everything i love from me and now that i have you in no way am i prepared to lose you as i did my brother." well i guess i know what the problem is now and guess fucking what? I still don't think this is all of what my bad feeling is about and knowing that this guy has caused pain and is planning to cause more makes me that more nervous. I am in a bad mood now and scared more than i was when it was just a bad feeling. I know i am protected and loved here but something is off and i know that i am not prepared for it at all. With all this news and these thoughts i run to the bathroom and throw up everything i have eaten since breakfast. I feel hot and sweaty and like the puking isn't going to end either, wait when was my last period? As the panic of what is going through my head adds to what is going on i puke again and before i hit the ground i see Lorenzo's panicked face and hear him yelling my name but i have no control and everything around me goes black before there is just darkness and silence. " Sofia baby please don't do this, please wake up baby. SOFIA......."