Does this make me a psycho

Part 1

Like to be honest school is shit. I never learnt anything their but it was ok. I mean I made trust worthy friends that after being with me for 4 years for 6 hours a day for 5 days a week decided yeah let's break up.

And we did.
Even if I didn't want to and when I see them passing by which is proper rare the most I get is a glance or a raised eyebrow.

Like bro. C'mon. You know more about me then my own family does.

And now since that group of friends broke of your naturally gonna be scared of making new ones. I mean what happens if they don't like you as well. You start getting all these thoughts and start feeling like you'll be stabbed in the back if you trust them with anything.

Moral of the story.
People are not trustworthy. Except if you came outa the same womb and grew up hating each other. That means they got your back.