Big Girl Chronicles 2

Queen

I have some of the greatest girlfriends in the world. If I needed them, they were there through thick and thin, and since I have been having a hard time in my marriage, they have been there more than ever. I have been with Warren for 15 years every since high school he was my first crush, my first love, my first time, my first everything but over the past 5 years things have changed and I was at a loss as to what to do so I turn to my friends for help they’ve seen how things were different but never wanted to say anything that might be over the line. We’ve always done that with each other. We never gave advice unless asked, and we never stuck our noses in without permission. But lately, things on my end seem as if I needed them to butt in, and they were right. We had been fighting like cats and dogs every minute, every minute, every second it was us fighting sometimes it was big things sometimes the little things but it was everyday. It had been the worst for the past three weeks and it was showing on me I was more tired I looked more ragged I just didn’t look happy and when I got with them for my weekly girls night they called me out on it all. “ Why are you still sticking it out with him,India?” Anais said she looks like she wanted to cuts his balls off she was the fighter of the group “ I love him that’s why” then Jacina jumped in she was the more ghetto of the group “ Fuck love., Love don’t have you feeling or looking  like this” I really didn’t feel like talking about this tonight “ You are a smart, beautiful, successful, and might I add sexy big lady who could found a man who would appreciate you for the gem you are” and that was Kimbrianna she was the encourager of the group always making sure we saw the great in ourselves and finally Josefina “ I say you do you booboo find you a side nigga and leave it at that” even though we would never say it to her face she was the hoe of the group. I was overwhelmed. I didn’t want their advice or suggestions. I just wanted to hang with my girls and forget everything. “Listen y'all I just what to hang tonight okay I don’t want to talk about Warren or marriage or none of that I just want to be with my girls okay” they all look at me with pity and pain in their eyes. They knew I didn’t deserve any of this, but they knew me better than him, and half the shit he was picking fights with me about wasn’t even in my character. We all came in for a group hug “ Okay” Anais said “ But I have a special night planned for us and we have to be there in 20 mins so finish y'all drinks cause a limo is picking us up in 5” we all started asking her question but she wasn’t giving any answers, Just get ready was all she said.
5 minutes later, a long black  limo with tinted windows pulled up to the house. When we made it downstairs, the driver was there to open our door, and we broke open the champagne. It was like old times talking shit to each other,  laughing,just in a good mood.I had no problems. About 15 minutes later, we arrived at a mansion outside of town. It was glorious. The outside was phenomenal, making us question Anais again about where she had brought us. The limo pull up to the door where the was a guy standing in a bowtie with black slacks he had black and white wrist collars and he was shirtless Yes shirtless, the gentleman was fine ass hell and as he helped each of us out of the limo he kissed our hands than handed us off to another guy in the same outfit. We were all perplexed at the situation but didn’t have any choice at this point. We were here for the night and had to go with the flow. We were led up the front stairs and through tall glass doors opening to a foyer where there were more guys in the same outfit holding a serving tray with glasses of champagne. We were each given a glass then led into a large great room this room as off the fucking hook there was huge chandeliers that hung from 15 ft ceilings the room had mirror and crystal decor all over and the seating was plush soft pink with peach sofas and loveseats. There had to be at least 50 women talking and waiting around in this room as we talked among ourselves. A loud gong sounded through the room and walked this large woman she had on a pink satin dress with a long robe that had feathers from the collar to the hem. “Good evening, ladies. I see you found us, or more likely we found you. You ladies are here today to be reminded of what a queen is and what do I mean by that me and my dear gentleman friends have mastered the art of what a woman should feel when she is truly with her king” we looked at each other in complete amazement what the hell has Anais go us into this time. I pulled her to a huddle with the rest of us “ Anais! Explain! Now!” we all looked at her with the don’t play right now look “ Okay okay, this is a Queen’s den” Kimbrianna ask what we all was thinking “ WHAT THE FUCK IS A QUEEN’S DEN!!” fearing we would make a screen “ Shhh! Damn I’ll tell you just calm down, a queen’s den is this club that woman can come to if they need some extra loving or extra pampering, ya’ll see that lady her name is Sheba and she owns all this she is a client of mines and she invited me and my friends here to experience her services so shut the fuck up and just roll with it” with that she turned around to greet Lady Sheba. She was a big lady but she carried herself with great confidence and with great poise that I hadn’t seen in a woman since my mother. She actually reminded me a lot of my mother, and at that moment, I really miss my mom more than ever. After hugging Kimbrianna, she introduced herself to everyone. When she got to me, she stopped and shook her head “ Darling, you are in need. You are in desperate need. You don’t even have to tell Ms. I already know” and for the first time in a long time, I truly felt like my mom was there, and I began to cry. I cried so hard I hadn’t cried that hard in years. Ms. Sheba took me in her arms, pulling me in close, and I just cried “ Oh darling, I know, and that’s why you're here you’re friend here has told Ms. Sheba, all about your troubles, and I’m here to help I’ll have my best gentleman attend to you he’s a good healer and will get YOU back to YOU”. I just shook my head in agreement. I didn’t know what she had for me or was going to have him do, but at this point in my life, I was broken and just needed some healing.
She returned back to the front of the crowd “ Well darlings it’s time, I have pick for each of you a king who have all been given strict instruction on the course of Queendom you each would require to bring you back to your queenly state, now pick up your name cards and in the inside is the room number you are to go to from there the king's know what to do. And ladies, if you are not transformed by the end of the night, this one’s on me”. When she was done, each lady took her name from the table and handed it to  a guy who then showed her to her room.
I was scared out of my mind, but at this point, I knew I had to try something to get myself back to life. I hugged my girls as we each was lead to a room when I made it to mine there was a huge golden door with detail artwork on it half afraid I knock to enter I heard a man’s voice telling me to come in by my Name “ Come in India” I pushed the door open peeking my head through, there was this muscle built man he was darker than dark and his body was tone beyond toned and he had very long dreads that touch the floor he was wearing some linen pajama pants and no shirt. I walked in nervous,scared, excited all at once “ Um hello I’m” but before I could get my name out he interrupted me “ I know who you are India “ I looked down embarrassed “ oh yea right you just said it “ I just stood in the middle of the room I truly didn’t know what to do next he walked over to me and reached out his hand “ I am Diamond and don’t worry I will take good care of you” he took my purse and glass and set it on an end table taking my hand into his he guided me to the bathroom where there was a huge bathtub filled with bubbles and fresh glasses of champagne he pointed out a closet that had silk robes in them. I was told to change out of my clothes, put on this silk white robe, and let him know when I was done. I did what I was told I didn’t really have a choice at this point so I quickly change and informed Diamond to come back in he smiled at the sight of me “you are a gorgeous woman, your curves are beautiful this is a body of a true goddess” I started to blush. I knew I wasn't bad looking I mean I know I’m a big girl I always have been but due to the stress in my marriage I had put on a few more pounds I had been stress eating and Warren made sure to point that out one to many times during our arguments. Hell, I had a medium-sized beast about 40D, I was fair skin with light brown hair. I knew I was a good catch, but let him tell me I was a slob, among other things.
Diamond enter the room and took my hand in his he walk me over to the tub and began to disrobe me I pulled the robe shut he look me right in my eyes “ Tonight you are my Queen I am here to help you remember what that means” there was a heaviness in my chest I was afraid to find that part of me again I was afraid it wasn’t there anymore. I let go of the robe and allowed it to fall to the floor. He took a deep breath in “ Beautiful ” a single tear fell from my eye. He wiped it away and then helped me into the tub. The water was like a blanket, something I needed for a long time. I rest my head back. He handed me a glass to drink, and I drank it all down. He laughed, “ Would you like another?” I shook my head yes as he filled my glass. I sat and decided that this was my last chance to do whatever it was I needed to do, and if he was going to give me the answer, then I was open to it. I closed my eyes, and that heavy feeling was in my chest again. I wanted to cry again. That's when I felt movement in the water. Diamond was getting in with me. He wasn't even naked he had on some brief shorts that did very little to hide what he was working with. I damn near jump out of my skin “WHAT ARE YOU DOING DUDE” I wasn’t about to bathe with a man I just meet “India this is all part of the treatment I am not going to do anything to you that you wouldn’t want to happen” I was scared shitless but went ahead and allow him to get in. He sat behind me I was right in between his legs he pull me back so that I could rest against his chest “ Just relax I know that is easier said than done but this night is about you the Queen and me as the King will make sure you understand that” I did what I was told again what did I have to lose. He started to rub my body with a scented oil sponge. It was lovely. It was something that I not only needed but didn’t even know I could have a man do. He took his time rubbing my shoulders than down to my chest he paid some attention to my breast rubbing them slowly releasing the stress then he moved down to my round belly that had gotten bigger due to the stress eating but he didn’t seem to mind he was rubbing it with care I wasn’t in the least bit embarrassed by it. I was in heaven. I'd never had this kind of attention, not even from my husband, but I guess that was the whole point. He kept washing me. He washed all the way down, rubbing my thighs sensually. Who knew having someone bathe your body could feel so fucking relaxing. After paying attention to my legs and thighs he moves slower, softer. I still laid against his chest,eyes closed more at peace than I have been in years when his smooth deep voice whispered in my ear " Open", So entranced I didn't realize what he meant. I hummed " Open what?". He chuckled "Your legs" I sat up so fast water splashed out of the tub. I turned and looked at him, he smiled at me. I just side eyed him "Remember what I said nothing happens unless you want it too". I give him one last look before leaning back on him. Lathering up the sponge he caressed my inner thigh moving slowly till he was at my mound. He made sure to be soft and careful with her I let out a deep sigh “ Are you enjoying this my Queen” I nodded in agreement “Good “ what happened next was more than I expected he let go of the sponge and started to rub my pussy with his bare hands he put his whole hand over the mound of my pussy then insisted a finger though my lips with that one finger he slowly rubbed my clit in a circular motion the feeling that was starting to grow in me felt like pricks of needles all over her body. He was a master. I was lost in a place that I had never been in before even though he was a stranger touching me, bringing me pleasure like never before I felt oddly secure and safe with him. “ You are a Queen and the Queen should be pleased. A Queen should have whatever she wants from her King” his word sparked a deeper fire in me I reach down to meet his hands I was aiming to help him but he removed his fingers replace them with my own “A queen must also know what she wants and how she wants it” I pick up where he left off I was rubbing my cllit I had never touch myself in this way and here I was pleasuring myself. Diamond know what he was doing. He started massaging my breast and pinching my nipples. All of this was making me moan with ecstasy. I continue to rub my clit. I reached around and grabbed his head. I pull him in and started to kiss him, his tongue was wonderful. It tasted sweet and pure. He removed one hand from my beast back down to my clit and together he helped bring me to my goal of an orgram. I clinched my legs together trapping his and mine against my clit. He continued to rub as I convulse and shake from my ograsm. As it was ending I curled closer to him like a lost puppy he didn’t move his hand he just rubbed my hair from my face comforting me to a safe place. He kissed my forehead, waking me from my trance “ Let's finish up here I have much more for my Queen” all I could think was what more was there. He washed and dried me and then oiled me down with scented oils. He laid me on the bed giving me a full head to toe very deep tissue massage paying attention to places that had been so tight that it almost hurt when he would apply pressure. When he was done all I wanted to do was take a nap it all felt so so good but what happened next was just more of a reminder as to why I was here. Diamond had a beautiful nightgown picked out for me. It was floor length silk trimmed in lace. It felt cool against my skin and for the first time in a long time I felt sexy. Once I was dressed he walked me over to a huge bed with soft pillows and a satin comforter I sat a the foot of the bed with him in front of me he reach down and held my head high and with a strong voice “YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL, YOU ARE A QUEEN, AND NO MAN SHOULD EVER MAKE YOU FEEL LESS, YOU SHOULD BE THE EQUAL TO YOUR KING AND TONIGHT YOU ARE MY QUEEN” then he kissed me with more passion than I have ever known. He guided me to lay down then pulled my gown up to my hips. He opened my legs, placing himself in between them. I had no fear of what was going to happen. He lowered himself down to my pussy. I rarely received oral sex for my husband. He always made it seem like an act below him. Diamond planted deep kisses up my thighs till he was front and center with my pearl. I laid with my eyes closed tight and breathing so hard it felt like I was having a panic attack. Diamond could see how tense I was. " I know you're nervous, maybe even scared but Please relax baby, your pussy looks so good and I can't wait to taste you".I took a few deep breaths " Ok, ok I trust you". And with that he proceeded with licking my clit. He moved his hips in ways that sent waves though my body. As we made love he looked me in my eyes never breaking contact when he kiss me at was sexual and passionate he took his time he wasn’t worried about if he came or not it was all about me “ You are my Queen '' he kept repeating as he pumped his huge dick into my hot pussy. I was about to lose my mind. He grabbed my leg, placing it up and around his arm he went deeping. I wanted to cum and he knew it. I could feel my pussy contracting around his dick as he worked faster and within a second I lost all control and started to cum all over his dick. He kept pumping and pumping against my sensitive walls making me cum again. I was flying off the bed from my ograms when the last one hit. That's when he stopped reaching his own climax emptying load after load into my pussy. He laid on top of me kissing me lightly and asking me if I was okay and I was when he got up he left the room and returned with a warm towel to clean me up then he got into bed with me and held me the rest of the night. The next morning there Diamond had brought breakfast into the room he fed me then helped clean me up and get dressed for my departure. As we headed back to the great room were all the other woman was waiting for Lady Sheba Diamond again spoke the words that every woman should remember “You are a Queen Ms. India and whatever it takes always remember that, that’s what late night was about a King who treats his love like a Queen''. I kissed him on the cheeks with tears in my eyes this time because I understood what this was all about when I got to my friends they instantly seen the difference in me “ Well it looks like you had a good night”  her loudmouth self “ Yes I did and I have some changes to make because of it” they all started laughing. Ms Sheba walked into the room “ Well Darlings here is where we say goodbye, I know I know but it won't be forever just when you sometimes need that friendly reminder of who you are and what that means”. I did.That night we headed back to the city where I headed home and proceeded to tell Warren how things needed to change or I wanted a divorce that I was a Queen and if he was my King he would do what a King is supposed to for his Queen. I guess that was too much for him to handle so a year later the divorce was finalized and in that time I met a man who understands the meaning of Queen.