School Anxiety ~Stray Kids~

No matter what i say i'm not over you

I woke up screaming on the couch with Hyunjin next to me on his knees on the floor, i looked at Hyunjin and i started to cry and i immediately hugged him.

''A nightmare?'' Hyunjin asked. I nodded.

''It's okay i am here with you'' Hyunjin said and he patted on my back. ''Do you want to talk about it?'' Hyunjin asked as he tried to break the hug but i hug him tight.

''I want to sit like this for a while'' I said.

''It's okay'' He said.

After a while i broke the hug and Hyunjin put his hands on my chin to wipe my tears a way with his thumb's.

''Were are the others?'' I asked.

''They are upstairs'' He said.

''Why are you here?'' I asked.

''I had to go to the bathroom and then i heard you scream'' He explain.

''Sorry for that'' I said.

''You don't have to say sorry you can't do anything about it'' He said.

''But.....'' I said.

''No but's'' He said.

''Okay..'' I said with a sad tone.

''Do you want talk about your nightmare?'' He asked.

I nodded.

''I was in a plane with Jennifer and Bong-cha and the plane was crashing, they said that you all don't need me and plane crashed then i woke up'' I explain.

''Sorry to hear that!'' Hyunjin said and he hugged me.

I hugged him back.

''What time is it?'' I asked as i broke the hug.

''It is 9 o'clock in the evening'' He replied.

''Okay i think i'm going to my room'' I said.

''Okay I'll go with you'' He said. I looked at him with a wired face and he realised something ''Not to your room or anything but i'm going back to the boys that's why i'm going upstairs too'' He said scratching his neck.

''Okay...'' I said. And it got awkward when we got upstairs.

When we got to my door Hyunjin hugged me quickly.

''I'm glad you came back healthy!'' Hyunjin said.

I couldn't say nothing because i was surprised by the unexpected hug.

''You can go now see you maybe tomorrow'' He said.

And then i went in my room and closed the door behind me but a few seconds i realised what i forgot to say to him i quickly opened the door and he was not gone he was still standing a front of my door.

''What's wrong did you forgot something?'' Hyunjin asked.

''Yeah, please don't tell the others that i'm back because i want them to find out for themselves'' I said.

''Okay i won't say anything'' Hyunjin said.

''Okay thank you so much, i'm going now'' I said.

And i went back to my room.

Next day

I'm sitting in the cafe for the second time to study and i saw someone that look quite familiar also sitting in de cafe, i was to busy with my study to look at the person that sitting second table next to me. After a while i saw someone standing next to me.

''Excuse me can i ask you something?'' The person with a kind voice asked.

''Yes just ask'' I said as i look up.

''Omg Hana what are you doing here?'' Lee Know asked.

''I'm just studying'' I replied.

''What are you doing here in Korea?'' Lee know asked.

''I live here nearby'' I said.

''Wait you live here why?'' Lee know asked.

''Long story when we were in japan for half a year i was bullied again and at home my parents had been fighting for a year and i wanted to go to Korea again i didn't feel comfortable there and when i explained it my parents wanted to get a divorce and now i'm here with my mother i have been living with my uncle and aunt for a while now'' I explain.

'' Oh sorry to hear that are you okay now?'' Lee know asked.

''Not really'' I replied.

And he sit down on the chair in the front of me and he grabbed his phone.

''What are you doing?'' I asked.

''I'm going to message the boys that you're back'' He said.

''Please don't!'' I said.

''Oh to late!'' Lee know said.

''LEE KNOW!'' I said screaming. Everyone was looking at us.

''Uhm they are coming'' Lee know said.

''I'm going home!'' I said angry. And i stood up and walked to the door, i opened the door but everyone were standing at the door.

''Omg Hana your back'' I.N said. And he run to me.

While I.N checking me out if i was heathy, i got shy out of nowhere and i wish i could leave but i couldn't leave, after few seconds i looked down and Hyunjin saw that.

''Guys look at her.... She need some space!'' Hyunjin said.

After Hyunjin said that everyone stopped. I couldn't hold it anymore and i ran away to home. As i was home someone hugged me from behind.

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Ohhhh a cliffhanger:) <3

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