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BladexReaderxJingYuan (Angst)

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A BIT HATRED....

You walk through the school corridor of Xianzhou Academy...You remember so vividly, every dream, even the voice that haunts you as if swallowing you the image of Blade...In that year...The petals of a flower begins to fade like your heart...Blade trampled it...tortured it and mocked it..Bright rays of sunlight reflected in your (e/c) eyes...That is the first time you've been rejected…

How many years has it been?...Ah, it's been 5 years..and your heart is still aching..You love Blade...worn promises only sting you…You love him so much it’s hurt…

But it's not because of the evil laughter that encroaches on your soul that you stop moving forward...You keep walking on your learning journey…You continue to walk into the corner of the corridors of the academy with anxiety pounding you...your heart felt like it was constricting in pain. Who did you see? 

You can help spot a familiar face in the crowd, and your heart skips a beat, It’s almost stopping.. It's Blade, the one rejected you back in middle school. Your heart jumped, and tempted you to get out. But the lucky lady was never on your side..A hand grabbed the back of your shirt and pulled violently toward the person..

-”Oh Well? It’s so nice to meet you again (Name)~” ;Blade said it with a jeer voice which makes you chill down your spine…You sweat heavily and proceed to struggle with his grasp.

-”What do you want?”; You answer sternly, feeling annoyed but mixed with a little bit of fear and fear in your voice…You really wanted to dig a hole and buried your whole body into it…

-”Look who it is. The dork that tried to confess to me back in middle school. Remember how I rejected you flat on your face?” ;As he said…his gang on the back started to laugh at your face…you tried to fight back..but helplessly..No one stayed by your side, even everyone who walked in the background feeling guilty for you..You can’t say anything but embarrassment..

-”Oh, I just remembered how much I liked seeing you cry after I rejected you. You were such a disappointment even back then. It was so cute. I loved your reaction~” ;He said he was taunting you from the heart to your physical body…You can’t cry…

-”OH YES, Now I Change.” ;You fight back, thinking that he will let you go, let you have the most peaceful life of yours..No one will disturb just family and friends…You lost in your thought..Were you dreaming…Are you-

-”You think you've changed? Have you improved? Well look at you now. You're nothing more than a nerdy, annoying, ugly, good-for-nothing girl/boy. Everyone thinks you suck. That's why you can't make any friends and have no social life.” ;He looked at you intrigued and irritated with a sly smile on his lips..He once licked his lips and moved his head close to your face…Nose-touching-nose.

-”Okay look, It’s not your business whether I change or not…” ;You got annoyed by his actions so suddenly…Please someone go end this…end your misery, you don’t want to suffer and get roasted,..

-”What, you're just gonna take all of my insults like that? You're not even gonna fight back or defend your ugly face?” ;He once burst out a laughter and looked at you, tilted his head aside and looked at you still furious..He scanned your face and body and his lips curled in a smile…

-”Why should I?”...;Suddenly silent..You didn’t say anything more struggling and pulled his hand off your poor shirt…He just looked at you struggling he seems to be enjoined..But when you finally get out and run away..Someone grabs your hand tightly and painful

-”You can't just walk off like that! You were supposed to defend yourself and tell me I'm wrong! Don't you dare walk away from me, nerd!” ;Blade scoff, his red eye is meditating…like it wants to rip your head off your neck so bad…

You finally take a deep breath and confidently stand towards him..

-”Oh yeah? Looks like it’s YOUR PROBLEM” ;You pointed a finger in his chest and looked up emotionless…you just wanted to get back to class and continue to study..not this drama!

Blade pulls you in close and brings his face close to yours, and whispers 

-”Let me remind you something, (Name). I rejected you for a reason. I knew you were unpopular and a social reject. I knew you would be a failure in life. I always thought you would be a worthless human being. But now, you're confirming all of my suspicions. I rejected you for a reason, but I never thought you'd be that worthless.”

-”At Least I’m not stupid.” ;You said with an annoyed tone…someone please end your day already…

-”You have some nerve saying that to me! I'm the smart one, and you're just a dumb nerd, and I can easily prove it!” ;It remains silent again…The silence was going to approach you..Until..

-”Oh, I guess you're too dumb to even know how to argue. No wonder you couldn't defend yourself back there. You really are pathetic, (Name). You really are a worthless little nerdy girl/boy.You are nothing but a failed creation of your mother.” ;As he said a man with a white hair tied his back hair with a red ban..You suddenly points at him, but it seems like he doesn’t notice but keep walking

-”At least, Jing Yuan appreciates me.” ;You frown, take a look at the white hair and look back at Blade who is towering towards you…He bends down to touch your face once again caressing your cheeks..

-”Jing Yuan? He barely tolerates you. Do you really think you mean anything to him? You're nothing more than a side character in his life. He does all the work to carry you around in that team project. He's just doing it out of pity. He doesn't actually like you.” ;He pushes his face toward you once more and pull out laughlin mischievously..Like just wants to tease you and eat you alive whenever he wants to. 

TIMESKIP....

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A few weeks have passed. You're now getting to know some of your classmates, and you've even gotten closer to one of your friends, Jing Yuan. You and Jing are now partners for the team project, and you're actually having fun working together.

As you're making your way to class one day, you see Blade talking to some other popular students. You don't think much of it, but as you get closer, you hear something that piques your interest.

You tried to follow the voice and lean down on a bookshelf to hear…

Blade and his friends are laughing at the mention of your name…

-"Look at this, guys. (Name). What a loser. She/he thinks she can actually be on our level. She/he thinks she's/he’s something. I don't even know why she/he thinks she/he means anything to anyone.’

Friend: -”Hey, come on. She's/he’s your teammate, you can't talk about her/him like that.”

PART 2 COMING...