Sebastian Oneshots stardew valley

Bad idea (based off the girl in red song)

Warnings!!
Somewhat lemon! And mentions of sensitive topics!
Flirty/possessive Sebastian
Implied sex
Undressing and touching of chests is explicitly said
Enby reader

-"It was a bad idea, calling you up"-

"Lesson, learned. Don't call Sebastian over late at night because of lonely sadness. I'm not sure how I feel about him. I can't tell if I love him or if I like him as a friend. " Abigale looked annoyed at my ramblings but Sam was a good listener

-"Was such a bad idea Cause now I'm even more lost"-

"He's just so charming, I can't tell if I really love him. I can't figure it out and it's infuriating," i grumbled to Sam who was laughing slightly, Sam's a good guy and he's a dear friend of mine, but I don't feel how I feel about Sam as I do Sebastian. There's just something about him. I think I really do like Sebastian.

-"It was a bad idea To think you were the one"-

I'm not sure how this keeps happening, I can't be in love with Sebby, sure he's a good guy, and sure, he's good in bed, but it's just my mind messing with me... right??? There's no way I could fall for a greasy emo who doesn't even wake up till 10! (Author note here, I wake up at 11:30 most days unless I have school, no hate to Sebby in any way, love Sebby) god it's so confusing! He's such an asshole! A lovely beautiful emo asshole!!

-"Was such a bad idea
'Cause now everything's wrong"-

"I mean, what would his parents say? Do they mind who I am? Does Robin even know about my secret? Does Sebastian know I'm Enby??? I have to tell them, but I'm not ready," Sam looked at me with a smirk. "You think Sebastian would care if you are enby? He wouldn't care if you were gay lesbian trans straight enby, he loved you and that's what matters," Sam's words stuck into my heart, yeah I guess Sebastian has always been a bit easy to talk to.

-"You put your hands under my shirt Undid my bra and said these words "Darling, you're so pretty, it hurts" "-

"What was that convo with Sam about?" Sebastian asked with a twinge of jealousy in his eyes, he wasn't usually possessive but sometimes he liked to show that he loves me, but I really need to figure my feelings out.... who the hell am I kidding, I love him just as much as he loves me and he knows it. Seconds later I felt him grabbing my chest, I didn't mind it, his voice so soft and loving as he told me how pretty I am. "Sam is just a friend Sebby, you know that." I kissed his lips confirming my love for him, this seemed to flip a switch for him.

-"You pushed me up against my wall Threw my clothes down on the floor "Darling, are you ready for more?""-

Everything else just moved so quickly, it was a blur, a beautiful lovable blur, and I regret every moment of it, I can't get enough of the feelings he gives me.

-"It was a bad idea Calling you up Was such a bad idea I'm totally fucked It was a bad idea To think I could stop Was such a bad idea I can't get enough"-

I told him everything, he told his parents, they all accepted, it was amazing,

(This is all im doing for this song, I will be making a new one every week, this entire page is only 603 words feast my emo loving enby's because next song used for inspiration is by mitski, it will be done completely different however, and I do take plotline requests, depending on how much motivation I still have after posting this first chapter I might have chapter two done before this week is over)