Postpartum depression
With no expression
No explanation
On the feelings
I don't think healing
Is gonna help
All the stress
All the emotion
All the mess
Around me
Why me
I wanna get better
I wanna ask for help
But help shows weakness
I am not weak I'm strong
I can do it on my own
I've got this
Don't I?
Oh no
It's back
The feeling
Of nothing
But hating
Who I am
And all that I do
Nothing is right
Everything is wrong
I'm failing them
Everyone says I'm good
But how do they know
I don't feel good
I don't like this mood
Everything is hitting me
All the lies
Who is telling the truth
I don't know
Do you
Because I'm finding out things
That were hidden from me
All the lies are killing me
