"Don't you think I look a bit weird?"
- she said feeling a bit insecure.
"My love you look so beautiful and desirable"
- the large man in front of her softly spoke.
"Yeah, but still I don't feel beautiful and desirable"
- she said looking down.
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(Author's pov)
As Yn opened her eyes, she wasn't in Jungkook's room anymore, the thought of her getting kidnapped terrified her. She got up from the bed glancing at her reflection in the mirror. Yn had dried tears from crying for 2 days straight. Her body wasn't in the best state, it was clear the situation with Jungkook was seriously affecting her.
She slightly blinked a few times to clear her vision. She turned around looking at her surroundings making sure she wasn't in danger. Footsteps were heard coming closer towards the room, she quickly got a pillow and threw it to the person. "OW! Yn why did you just hit me?..... With a pillow?" Rose spoke looking at Yn in disbelief. Rose flipped the light switch, looking at her depressed friend.
"Rose why did you turn on the light? I'm tired turn it back off" Rose shook her head and grabbed Yn's arm pulling her downstairs. "Listen either you snap out if this funk or I'll make you" she sounded very serious about this so Yn decided to go by Rose's rules. "Fine, what are we going to do today?" Rose smirked at her devious idea. "We are going to be productive and we are going to work on your self esteem" Yn tiredly shook her head.
Rose gave a her one of those 'if you don't do it I will kick your ass' kind of looks, so yn just nodded in defeat. After eating, they both got dressed to go on a run.
"Why do we have to do this?" Rose shook her head in disbelief as her friend didn't listen to a damn word she said. "We are going on a run for at least 30 minutes and we are going to enjoy it!" Yn rolled her eyes wanting this to be over.
As they started jogging Yn felt relaxed, for the past few days she felt tired, miserable, and hopeless, but as if right now she was starting to feel this rush of peace and calm. "Oh look at you smiling, see I told you this would snap you out of it" Rose smiled at her friend she felt like she actually did something good for her friend.
After the run Rose and Yn made their way back home. Yn couldn't feel her legs but she saw that rose was fine. She was still trying to breathe but she successfully was a little productive. Rose then handed her a small glass of wine "Now tell me what happened with you and mister perfect?" Yn rolled her eyes at Rose's nickname for him.
"Well what happened wasn't so perfect, I found out that Jungkook is...a......mafia, I guess I'm fine with it the problem is that he lied to me and you know I don't like lies" Rose nodded taking a sip of her wine.
"well I don't mean to offend you but the last time I lied to you it was in third grade, when I lied about taking your candy, after that you didn't talk to me for a whole week" they both laughed at the adorable memory. "Look honestly I think you should work on yourself and then make a decision when your in your right state of mind" Yn nodded taking a huge sip of her wine.
After that Rose went to take a shower, Yn was on the couch watching TV when she heard the door bell ring, as she opened the door, her heart clenched. "Yn please stop ignoring my calls and messages!" Jungkook started to cry so hard, he fell on the ground hugging her legs.
Yn did her best to stay strong and keep her tears from falling. "Jungkook get up!" He got up trying to hug her but all she did was push him away making even more tears fall from his eyes. "Yn please forgive me it was a mistake" he cried holding her hands in his.
(Jungkook's pov)
I didn't think she would be this mad at me for keeping this from her, it's only for her safety and happiness. "Yn please I beg you we can talk this out just please let me explain" I saw her hands slightly shake, not looking at me, do I honestly scare her that much.
"Jungkook just give me some time to figure this out I need to find myself first before I deal with someone else just go home and get some rest, goodbye" after that she slammed the door in my face, I instantly started crying. I slowly walked to my car driving back home.
As I walked inside the house I saw Namjoon hyung and Jin hyung. "So? How did it go?" I looked at them with tears flowing out of my eyes. "I'm going to bed goodnight" they both just stared at me with no expressions.
Finally I locked myself in my room and took another pill, honestly it's better if I just sleep, I'm really tired. Theses pills are the only things that make the pain go away what's the point.
"I really hope she'll be okay"
... ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴄᴏɴᴛɪɴᴜᴇᴅ
𝘈𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦
Guess who's back... ME
I missed y'all don't worry a few more chapters will be coming soon just be patient 🤍
