Dream within a dream

AGAIN

After I baked the cookies he took 3 and ate them while drinking his coffee.

We just sat there in complete silence looking at our cookies.

"So are we still friends or what? " I asked and he looked up at me and sighed.

"Friends" he said and I nodded and went back to looking my cookies.

"With benefits "he said after a while and I looked at him confused and he laughed.

"You know what I mean "he said and I sighed and finished my coffee and put the cup in the sink.

"I'm leaving today "he said "Again "I mumbled and thankfully he didn't hear me.

We spent the whole day watching TV and having occasional conversations.

"So it was great seeing you again and I promise I will keep in touch "he said and I sighed and looked away.

"Now what? "he asked confused.

"You said the same thing one year ago, have a nice trip "I said and locked myself in my room.

I heard the door close and I collapsed in tears right there in the middle of my room which was supposed to be a place where I would be happy.

After about an hour I got up and called Leon to come and pick me up.

"Hey I came as soon as I could " he said hugging me and I smiled and got in his car.

"Oh fuck he was here wasn't he? " he asked and I looked down realizing that I smelled like Neymar because I confused his perfume.

"Yes, he was here and he asked me if I want to be his friend "I said and tears run down my cheek.

"He made the same promise he had made a year ago "I said he looked at me and then back at the road.

"You are better than this and you don't have to cry for such a person "Leon said and I nodded and I took a few deep breaths.

We got in our house and I went in the bathroom immediately and I just sat there unlocking my phone, waiting for something.

I was half asleep when my phone buzzed and I gasped.

"Hey, sorry I couldn't text earlier so I have this crazy idea do you want to be my girlfriend "Neymar asked and I just looked at my phone anticipating the consequences of saying no.

"I have to think about it, I mean this is a cold way of saying it " I replied and I closed my phone and I went out and I found Leon waiting for me right outside the door of the bathroom.

"Be honest"he said and I sighed.

"He asked me if I wanted to be his girlfriend and I replied that I want to think about it "I said and he sighed shoving my laptop in my hands.

I opened it slowly and I gasped at the sight of it.