My jealous Crush - Jjk

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It caught me off guard. I didn't have to think twice .It was jk ofcourse who else would it be . His one hand embracing my shoulders while the other snaked around my waist.

"Jk what-"

He tightened his grip around my waist and my heart started to race at a 100miles/hr I'd almost forgotten how it felt to have him so close to me . His body so close to me his warmth making my body hot.

"Shhh just stay like this"

"What are you trying to do." I tried to unfree myself but his grip was really strong.

"I don't think we should be doing this right now." I tried pushing him away but he won't even budge.

We stayed like that for sometime . I don't know what to do or feel. I want this but I don't at the same time . I've always dreamt of this waiting for this moment to come but now that I'm here I feel scared.

"Don't leave me.... again "

As soon as the words left his mouth my body frooze . All of those memories came flashing before me from When we held hands.. hugged each other for the longest time ....had endless conversations... his warmth... his smell... his kisses .... All of it and tears started forming in my eyes.

I couldn't take it any longer and with my shaking voice said " Please jungkook ".

He pulled from me and once again I felt all empty. I ran away from there without  turning back even once.

I went to my room and cried for so long my eyes started to hurt . I took the polaroid with me and it was a photo of me and jk . Jk was holding the camera while I was hugging and clinging onto him . After some time my eyelid started to feel heavy and slowly I drifted to sleep remembering our past.

4 years ago

"Y/n where are you ? We're gonna get late "

"I'm coming jk just wait for 5mins , will you?" I yelled wearing my heels and looking at the mirror for the 1000th time since this morning . It's our graduation day and we've both completed our studies from the same college. Jk and I have been dating for 2years now . Actually he's my neighbour . My family moved here in seoul 3 years back and that's how I got to know him. At first he always ignored me and avoided me but after some time I got to know that he did it because he liked me and eventually on christmas he asked me out. I was shocked but happy at the same time because I liked him too. I was always attracted to him. I liked that he was always good at everything he does and loved his family so much.

And now he's at my house waiting for me so that we could reach our graduation ceremony on time

"I've been waiting for more than 30mins , please hurry up"

"Okay I'm here lets go"

We reached the venue on time . Had the ceremony and attended the after party.

Slow music was playing in the background and we were doing a couple dance . His hands around my waist and my hands around his neck . We both were lost in each other's eyes. Everything felt perfect but we were unaware of the fact of what was coming next.