Perilous||sope

Fifty

"Stay over? Please?"

Hoseok smiled brightly, nodding, "Of course. "

Yoongi bit back a smile, watching as Hoseok walked towards him once more before reaching the couch and cuddling up next to Yoongi. He lifted his knees so that both his feet were on the couch and his body was slouched against Yoongis, his head resting on Yoongis shoulder.

"I'm tired." He said, coincidentally yawning right after he had spoken. Yoongi chuckled at him, leaning his head on the couch.

"Me too, we had a busy day, hm?"

Hoseok hummed in agreement, shutting his eyes. He didn't plan on falling asleep, but he was so comfortable.

Yoongi let him, already too zoned into his own thoughts to fall asleep anyways. He thought the kiss would make things different between them, which it did in a way. It wasn't bad, Hoseok seemed to become for comfortable around him, but they both knew that they weren't ready.

They were going through the same thing, both of their lovers being taken. Yoongi had always held onto the hope that just maybe Jiyeon was alive, and it'd been his mission ever since to find her.

But his brain has been occupied lately, thinking about Hoseok. It's not like Yoongi was having an identity crisis, he knew he had liked boys since he was a teenager, he just never felt the need to tell everyone he was pansexual.

He sighed quietly. He wasn't over Jiyeon, and he knew Hoseok wasn't over Jimin, but they could heal together.

That was it, that's what they were going to do.

His eyes shifted over to where Hoseok was, the ghost of a smiling playing on his lips. He admired the strong boy so much.

He has convinced him to dye his hair black a bit ago, and he was glad he did. He looked incredible, well, he always looked good.

"Yoon?" Hoseok mumbled, eyes still closed.

Yoongi blinked in surprise, not knowing he had been awake. He lifted his hand up, gently running it through Hoseoks hair.

"Hmm?"

"I'm tired, can we go to bed?"

Yoongi nodded, smiling. He murmured a quiet yes, slowly getting up. Hoseok opened his eyes, but they visibly looked heavy. He lifted his hands up, making grabby hands.

"What a big baby." Yoongi chuckled, reaching forward and taking Hoseoks hands in his own, pulling him up.

Hoseok smiled in amusement, now standing. He rubbed his eyes with a yawn.

Yoongi watched him, his eyes filled with only adoration. His big baby.

"Goodnight." He smiled, hesitating for a moment. Was a kiss too much?

Hoseok noticed his hesitation, his head tilting in confusion, but he said nothing. Yoongi bit his lip rather harshly, before deciding against it.

He offered Hoseok a smile before hastily turning around, slowly walking to his room.

Hoseok watched him go with a frown. His brain was too foggy with sleep that he didn't think about what he said next.

"Can I go with you?" He asked hesitantly.

Yoongi paused, turning around. His eyes met Hoseoks as he nodded, holding his hand out. Hoseok smiled, stepping forward and taking Yoongis hand.

He led them to his bedroom, where they quickly got settled into bed. Hoseok took a deep breath, his senses being filled with Yoongis scent. He loved it. It was so comforting.

He rolled over, now facing Yoongi. The older boys eyes were closed and his bangs were spread across his forehead, some of it having gotten swept to the side. He got comfortable, wanting to continue looking at Yoongi.  He would do that over sleep any day.

He wanted to reach out and touch him, but he was afraid that would wake him.

He jumped when he heard a low and scratchy voice.

"You're staring."

His eyes widened and his cheeks flushed from the embarrassment of getting caught. He peeked over at Yoongi, noticing his eyes were now open. Yoongi gave him a tired smile.

"Sorry." Hoseok whispered.

Yoongi didn't respond, waiting a few moments to speak again, "C'mere."

Hoseok was confused, but he scooted closer to Yoongi, his large comforter encasing most of his body. They were now so close that Hoseok could smell the mintyness of Yoongo breath, and he could see the small golden specks in his brown eyes, even through the dark.

Yoongi seemed to be staring at Hoseok as well, but quickly snapped out of it. He wordlessly reached a hand up, using it to gently cup Hoseoks face.

His breath immediately caught in his throat at the feeling of Yoongis thumb gently rubbing his cheek. It was as if Hoseok was something delicate, something that needed to be taken care of gently.

Yoongi leaned forward, slowly filling the space between them. The kiss was a small one, only lasting a few seconds. But to them, it felt timeless, as if the world had stopped.

Yoongis lips moved slowly against Hoseoks, his arm wrapping around Hoseoks waist and pulling him close.

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"Is Jiyeon alive?"

Jimin looked up, knowing this conversation was bound to happen anyway.

He nodded, "Yeah. We were separated for a bit after dealing with Keosang, but Heejin eventually brought her back."

Jungkook nodded, "Heejin? Wasn't she Jiyeons best friend?"

"Yep, I don't know why she did it. She brought up me having a use, but I never really knew what it was." He explained.

"Who's Jiyeon?" Taehyung asked from beside Jimin. Jungkook had completely forgotten that Taehyung had no idea who they were talking about.

Jimin had been at their place for around two days now and they've only tried to avoid the conversation, knowing he needed time.

"Jimins sister, Yoongis ex girlfriend." Jungkook quickly explained.

He nodded, letting Jimin speak again.

"I really don't remember much, just some things that happened with....Heejin." Jimin released a shaky breath, not wanting to think back to the countless times he had been abused by the woman he thought he could trust.

"Would you mind telling us or no?"

Jimin hesitated before shaking his head no. Both boys understood, and didn't push any further.

Instead, Jimin changed the subject.

"When can I see Hoseok?"

Taehyung and Jungkook looked at eachother, both expressions reading worry.

"Uhmmm, soon." Jungkook smiled, turning to Jimin, "Is today okay?"

Jimin grinned, something Jungkook and Taehyung hadn't seen since he arrived here, "Yes."

With that, Jungkook texted Hoseok, making sure he was home and Yoongi was no where to be seen around him.

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Hi pookies, I'm sooooo sorry for slow updates, I wanna this book to be finished as much as you do!! I just forget to update allootttt. Anyways, I was gonna make this chapter longer but....oh well

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