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by Ghostly083

by Ghostly083

Tw! Eating disorder,voices do not read if you find these topics disturbing

Eret pov

Hello Wilbur I said with a small smile on his face

Um h...hi the brunette replied coldly where are we going

To your new placement I stated and tried to say enthusiastically I looked at the brunette through the car window he looked drained of all energy and pale....have you ate anything today willbur I know your um... situation with food I'm not trying to force you I just wondered have you???

Wilbur pov

....have you ate anything today willbur I know your um... situation with food I'm not trying to force you I just wondered have you???

I umm yes I have why do you ask? I tried to get myself together and say so I won't seem to suspicious but eret caught on

You don't seem to sure will I'm sorry if this is to personal eret replied rather slowly hmm will one of my many nicknames
ɴᴏɴᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇs ʏᴏᴜ
ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴅᴇsᴇʀᴠᴇ ᴀ ɴɪᴄᴋɴᴀᴍᴇ
ɢᴏ ᴏɴ ᴄᴏʀʀᴇᴄᴛ ʜᴇʀ
ᴄᴏʀʀᴇᴄᴛ ʜᴇʀ ɢᴏ ᴏɴ ᴜsᴇʟᴇss ғᴀᴛ ᴄᴏᴡ
I KNOW UGH CAN YOU JUST SHUT UP!!!wait...I said that out loud I'm sor

Ok I'll be quiet sorry will eret said with a sad tone in her voice the rest of the car journey was silent I made her hate me I im useless the thoughts keep running through my head

We are here when you get in you should probably go to sleep it's pretty late eret told me with a hint of happiness in her voice

Ok I quickly replied I got out of the car quickly I was so tired I felt sick

Eret pov I watched the brunette get out of the car he looked so pale I felt pity for him all of his current placement were terrible hopefully phill will be the one I soon got out of the car and rang the doorbell

Hi Phil I waved at him and gestured will the come next to me

Hi mate is that him? Phil replied happily

Yes it is say hi Wilbur I asked him

H...hi um Wilbur said whilst staring at the ground

Let's get in and chat shall we chill said walking in the house we slowly followed

Ok how long will this placement be? Phill questioned

We're not to sure currently this placement could be a few weeks like a respite one or a couple of months I tried my best to answer I looked down at will he looked so tired

Phill pov

Ok mate it's pretty late now do you want to see Wilbur room? I asked smiling at the brunette

Yes please eret quickly responded

Ok but quietly tho Tommy and techno are asleep we all slowly went upstairs into Wilbur bedroom it dark and has beige wallpaper and a sky window and a normal
One with beautiful curtains a a small cozy single bed with a small side table next to it a study desk and a TV and a walk in closet

This is it I said I looked at Wilbur and saw his eyes light up and fade again slowly

This is amazing eret said I should get going now by phill and Wilbur

Bye I said have you ate anything Wilbur can I say will?

Wilbur pov

have you ate anything Wilbur can I say will?
Phill said and looked at me

You can call me will I um Im not hungry it's really late anyway can I go to sleep? I asked phill

Sure mate I'll wake you up in the morning soon he walked out of the room I looked around I felt so excited and scared I why does he care if I ate I ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴅᴇsᴇʀᴠᴇ ғᴏᴏᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʀɪɢʜᴛ
ʜᴇ ᴅᴏᴇsɴ'ᴛ ᴄᴀʀᴇ ɴᴇᴡ ғᴀᴋɪɴɢ ɪᴛui
ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇs ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡɪʟʟ
ʏᴏᴜ sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴋɪʟʟ ʏᴏᴜʀsᴇʟғ
ᴄᴜᴛ
ᴄᴜᴛ!
the voices will only get louder if I don't I slowly wondered out of my room and found the bathroom I looked through my trench coat pocket and found my blade I slowly moved it across my arms tears falling from my eyes that's for 1 for shouting at eret
2 for making her feel bad
3 for making eret and Phil care
4 for being a fat cow
My vision slowly had black spots in it I felt so lightheaded I felt dizzy I looked at my arm realizing I made the cuts to deep and stared at the crimson liquid falling of my arms I quickly rushed to put water over my arms the pain is unbearable put I descerve it I soon went back in my trench coat pocket and found some bandages I carefully put it around my arm and went back into my room soon I fell asleep but little did u know someone was listening to me in the bathroom