Trauma. || 2Min ||

Chapter 1-The Past Pt3. (Kidnapped?)

A/N Please Be Aware That This is An Short Chapter!!

Tw:⚠️
Rape
Kidnapping

I Regret Writing This So Much.😭😭😭

AnyGays Les Go!

2 Yrs Later (Seungmin's 17)

Seungmin's Pov:

After I Went To Seoul And Lived In A New House With My Older Brother And His Boyfriend Mingyu.
I Was In My Last 2 Yrs In Senior High School And Me And Jeongin Started To Open A Cafe Shop In My Name Which Turned Out To Be "Kim's Cafe" The Cafe Turned Out Nice Since It Has Puppy Walls And Very Pleasing Arts That Calms Me Every Time I Would See It And It Symbolizes My Life With Happiness And Colorfulness Every Time I See The Cafe..

Me And Jeongin Finished Up Fixing The Cafe And Started To Hire Some Part Timer's So They Can Help Manage The Shop

We Hired Two People Who Are Very Pleasing And Trustable And They Saw That They Are The Same Ages So Me And Jeongin Hired Them Since They Also Have Experiences On Working,And Their Names Were Heeseung And Jay Hyung

We Became Friends Since We All Go To The Same Highschool,We Also Met Their Boyfriends Jungwon Hyung And Sunoo Hyung,They Were All Nice And Very Trustable So 6 Became A Friend Group And Promised Each Other That We'll All Be Going To The Same College When We Graduate in Our Last Year Of Senior High..

The Cafe Was Indeed Popular Since They Know That The Cafe Is Owned By One Of The Son's Of The Richest People In Korea,And Also Alot Of People Wants To Work There But Some Just Wanted To Flirt With Me,I Said No Since I Think They'll Just Gonna Not Work And Just Continue To Flirt With Me And Jeongin Hyung.

1 Month Later

Me,Jeongin Hyung,Heeseung And Jay Hyung Was At The Cafe Working,We Somehow Noticed Something Unusual Outside Since Theres A Black Van Who Just Stayed There The Whole Day,I Then Told The Other 3 About What I Saw And They Also Got Suspicious About The Black Van,I Dont Know But The Black Van Seems Familiar To Me But I Dont Know Where I Have Seen It...

A Few Hours Later We Were Gonna Close Now.
Heeseung And Jay Hyung Already Left Since They Have To Take Their Boyfriends To A Date At Night... It Leaves Me With Innie Hyung Who Was Cleaning The Kitchen While I Was Cleaning The Tables...

I Then Heard The Door Opened And Saw A Guy With An Mask,I Raised An Eyebrow On Him And Said "Um Sorry Sir But Were Closing Now" The Guy Didnt Say Anything And Just Continue To Walk To Me And I Was Backing Up Until I Hit The Register,When He Was Close To Me He Whispered "Scream And You'll Die Mr. Kim" I Shivered At The Thing He Said I Tried To Get Out Of His Grip But He Then Take Out His Towel With a Drug And Put It On Me I Was Suffocating Until It All Turn Black...

I Woke Up Feeling Dizzy,I Then See An Unfamiliar Room I Was In, Then I Realized I Was Chained Up, The Memories Of San Came Back Because Being Chained Up Is One Of The Things That Can Make Me Remember My Traumatic Past In My First Relationship I Started To Tear Up To Only Hear The Door Opening...
It Revealed A Guy With A Mask Holding A Knife
I Was Scared Since I Dont Know What His Gonna Do With The Knife... The Knife Made Me Remember The Time When San Cutted My Skin In My Legs... I Started To Scream Loudly As He Came Closer And Closer, When He Came To Me He Said "Cooperate And You'll Live If Not You'll Face The Consequences.""W-what Consequences?.." "Consequences That Will Make You Fucking Traumatized" He Said While Smirking At Me.. I Then Realized What He Meant By The Consequences Since I See Him As An Perverted Jerk... "J-just T-tell M-me What You W-want.." I Said Stuttering.,He Then Chuckled And Went Outside..

A Few Minutes Later He Came Back But With Someone Whom I Recognize..

"UNCLE LEE?!" I Said Yelling,"Why Hello There Seungmin Long Time No See Right?"He Said While Smirking... "WHAT DO YOU EVEN WANT FROM ME!!" I Said Yelling At Him,He Then Slapped Me And Said "Just Shut Your Dirty Mouth And You'll Not Face The Consequence. Anyways I Just Want Money.. U See Ever Since I Was Jealous Of Your Dad Ever Since He Became Rich.. I Wanted To Make Him Die So I Can Take Some Cash But When They Revealed His Will They Only Gave All Of The Money To You While Your Brother Mingyu Owned The Family Restaurant.. I Asked The Ateez Mafia To Kill Your Parents So I Can See The Will But When I Saw They Gave You All The Money I Instantly Thought To Kidnap You..
Pfft Your Brother Was So Dumb That He Told Me Where You Are So Thats Why I Ordered My Men To Watch You At Your Cafe And Wait For The Time To Kidnap You.. And Look They Successfully Did! Well Now I Said My Reasons Since I Know You'll Probably Ask Now Give Me Some Money.." " NO YOU FUCKING ASS LOOKING GREEDY OLD MAN! YOU FUCKING MADE MY PARENTS DIE ON MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY AND WHY WOULD I GIVE YOU SOME MONEY WHEN DAD HAS ALWAYS HATED YOU FOR BEING SO GREEDY!" I Said Yelling At Him,He Then Tsked And Said,"I Guess We'll Do This The Hard Way... You Mr.Hwang(Not Hyunjin's Parents) Call The Others and Say They Can Do Whatever They Want With Seungmin Fuck Him Facefuck Him Whatever I Dont Care."

I Fucking Hate My Self Because I Just Lost My Dignity For What They Did..
I Feel So Empty
Sad
Depresssed
And Wanting To Kill Myself

A Few Days Later The Police Found My Location And Saw Me Bruised And Fucking Tired From What They Have All Done To Me..
The Police Asked Me About Who's The Person Behind This And Told Them It Was My Uncle
Lee Dong Wook. (im Sorry😭😭 His the only lee i can think of-😭😭)
I Said That Just Call Me If Anything Happens..

A Week Later The Police Called Me And Said That My Uncle Was Nowhere To Be Found...
I Hate My Uncle So Much.. His Literally An Ass Lookin Greedy Old Man.
Because Of This I Started To Have The Urge To Self Harm.
I've Been Self Harming In Secret For 2 Days...
When I Was About To Go To The Bathroom I Hissed In Pain When Someone Hold My Arm..
It Was Jeongin Hyung. He Raised An Eyebrow At Me Completely Confused On Why I Hissed..
I Said To Not Mind It But He Didnt Budge...
When He Checked My Arm He Was Shocked To See Me Bruised.. He Then Said "HYUNG HAVE YOU BEEN  SELF HARMING?!" "Y-yes..." "HYUNG YOU KNOW THATS VERY BAD FOR YOUR HEALTH U MIGHT PASS OUT IF YOU CONTINUE THIS Now Tell me How many Days.""W-what?" "HYUNG HOW MANY DAYS HAVE U BEEN DOING THIS?"He Said While Yelling "T-two Days..." "TWO DAYS?! BUT WHY" "I HAD THE URGE OKAY I'VE BEEN HAVING SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND IM FUCKING DEPRESSED I EXPERIENCED 4 FUCKING TRAUMAS! FIRSTLY MY DIED! SECOND I GOT BULLIED BECAUSE OF ME BEING GAY! THIRD MY FIRST RELATIONSHIP! HE USED ME TORTURED ME! HE EVEN KILLED MY PARENTS! LASTLY IS ME BEING FUCKING KIDNAPPED BY MY FUCKING GREEDY UNCLE! HIS MEN FUCKING RAPED ME HYUNG! I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY THIS KEEP HAPPENING TO ME I KEEP THINKING IF I REALLY DIDNT EVEN DESERVED TO BE BORNED INTO THIS CRUEL WORLD ALL I WANTED WAS A HAPPY LIFE WITH MY LOVED ONES AND THE PERSON I LOVE WHO WILL TAKE CARE OF ME WHEN IM DOWN! FOR FUCKS SAKES SAN MADE ME STOPPED BELIEVING IN LOVE BECAUSE I ONLY THINK THEY LOVE ME BEING OF MY WEALTHINESS!" I said Tearing up.. "Minnie You Should've Told Us Me,Sana Unnie,Your Brothers And Our Friend Group... You know how they understanding right?.." "I Know I just Didnt wanted to Be A Burden To you guys From me Experiencing Alot Of Traumatic Events..." "Minnie Its Fine But Promise Me And The Others That You'll Stop Selfharming And Always Tell us Whats Going on" "Ok Hyung I-i Will.." "Oh And Also Please Do Contact Nayeon Unnie To Help You.." "O-ofcourse Hyung" I Said While Hugging Him

In A Few Weeks I Have Been Going To Nayeon Unnie To Help Me With My Mental Health Ofcourse It Helped But I Just Hoped That Nothing Will Happen Like this again...

A/N I Really Did Fucking Regret This-😭😭😭

Anyways Chapter 2 Will Be Published Soon!