I'm sorry ,I Love You Gukkie (JIKOOK)

Out Burst

On arriving at Jimin's door he entered the password and entered the house. After hearing lock opening sound Jimin who sat on the couch with his lap top, in hall saw Jungkook. Upon seeing him Jimin was confused what he is doing here at this time as its 2 in the morning .

"Jungkook what are you doing here , you have flight in the morning ", asked Jimin . But Jungkook ignored his words and went to hug him. Hyung I missed you . Why are you doing thing to me .

what are you saying? I am not understanding said Jimin though he knows what Jungkook was referring to .

Why are you ignoring me, you are not replying to my messages nor lifting my call's and always cancelling are dates , Did I do something wrong , I have done every you said I gave you space which you wanted , what you want more ? asked Jungkook with  sad and  angry voice he wants to know toady what is wrong why all oh a sudden Jimin is behaving like that ,

"You have misunderstood their is nothing wrong said Jimin while trying to ignore Jungkook glaring eyes .

" If its true you should have been in my place visiting me as I will be leaving tomorrow".

"Its just that I am busy nothing more any way we will face time each other right" Jimin said as if a matter of fact .

" Hyung do you still Love me , You have all the time to meet other's but not me, do you even realize you are hurting me with your behavior, do you want to break up with me?" asked Jungkook not able to hide his insecurity .

"Do you thing you are only suffering not me ,do you think its easy for me to stay away from you?"-Jimin

"Then why are you doing this to us , making both of us to suffer"- Jungkook

"Because I am can't  take this hate any more Jungkook, why its always me at the end ".

"When ever we both interact , they always find reasons to drag me , spread wrong rumor's, do you know how I feel when I read those shitty things"

"whether it's you who initiate any action or it's me , according to them mistake is mine"

" I'm also human Jungkook , I to have feeling , I can't always behave like I don't get affected by their cheap words."

 Finally Jimin outburst his emotions which he buried inside him from a long time. He is aware that some people don't like him being with Jungkook he came over some video's in the past also but from few last year it has increased a lot ,he can't help but get affected by those nasty comments.

"Jimin why are making Jungkook uncomfortable"

"leave Jungkook alone"

"home wrecker"

" stop being clingy"

"save Jungkook from Jimin"

"stop your fanservice " what not.

Though he behaves same with Jungkook like he behaves with other band mates on screen, they have only problem with his closeness with Jungkook . They always try to ship him with other to make their ship safe, he always tolerated that, But few days before  when he saw a tweet in twitter he felt  disgust , he saw then shipping him with the person who is like a father figure to him, and those comments below that made him throw up. 

He realized all of this is because he love's Jungkook , if he didn't love him all this have not happened , but what he can do, he can't help but fell for that doe eyes and bunny smile. 

So, Jimin felt that if he spent less time with Jungkook and made his interactions less and unnoticeable  , he can get some peace from those shitty tweets .

"But Hyung we have talked about it before and made promise to ignore it and never get affected by it" - Jungkook said while trying to reach Jimin's hand but Jimin just taken 2 steps back which caused Jungkook heart to break.

"It's easy to say, But the person who receiver's it can understand what it feels like", words are enough to stab a person without any weapon .

So you're saying it's you who only suffered , If you think by staying away from me gives you peace then I will not disturb you till you come to me yourself take as much as time you want but just remember that "I Love You" said Jungkook with broken voice . "But Hyung can I just hug You before I leave , Please"

"Seeing younger vulnerable state Jimin's heart shattered, he just nodded his head".  At that, Jungkook hugged Jimin immediately and tightly as if his life depending on that.

"They stayed like that for few minutes, Jungkook broke the hug and gave a peck on his forehead and left the apartment with any exchange of words . In his car Jungkook cried his heart out  , because his worst night mare came true, he was always afraid like this to happened , But he stayed strong because he have trust that Jimin will come back to him their love is strong.

He just don't understand why do people are so in their personal life , can't they mind their own business. He likes when people shower them with their love and appreciate their efforts ,with out them they would have not reached here. He is grateful to that but some times he feels so suffocated , they can't live normally like other's , their every moves are being monitored by media ,sasaeng's ready to capture them with mobiles or camera. Without their managers they can't make any decisions on their own......Idols life is not easy its as its own pros and cons