Last Chance

alone

Aurora

Yesterday's clubbing experience was definitely something. I ended up leaving Nora earlier and going home because to be completely honest i just wanted to get in my bed and read.
and that's exactly what i did. for the whole night.

One thing about me is that i will GLADLY choose reading my books and listening to music over going out any day.
It's 12:00pm and i've practically slept all day so i decided to quickly brush my teeth and go for a walk.
Im not going to even bother changing i look fine in these boxer shorts and crop top, my hair is in a messy bun but i look cute comfy.

I pop in my AirPods and turn on my walking playlist, sweet nothing by Taylor Swift started playing. As i was walking around the city i started to over think as i usually do. It's actually becoming  quite a big problem, all i ever do now is over think and i end up having a huge breakdown. But of course i've never told anyone. As far as Nora knows i've been doing better. but only in-front of other people

I'm known as the "bubbly sunshine girl" as much as i like it it's hard to always be smiling and keeping everyone happy when you can't even do it yourself. So i've just decided to only show emotion when i'm alone. It's easier that way. no questions. no "omg are you okay?" and no fake sympathy.

Before i start to cry i take out my AirPods and look around. There's usually no one on this path, that's why i love to take it. so peaceful. There's was only that one time. no. i refuse to keep thinking about that VERY hot guy i walked passed the other day.

I just couldn't shake the feeling i was being watched though? I looked around. a bit uncomfortable. it's probably nothing i'll just go home.

Alonzo

"Then go find him." I told one of my associates.
"Okay sir it might take a couple da-  "Find him by tomorrow night" i cut her off.  "Okay sir" she practically runs out of the room. It's only been a couple of day since i walked past that girl on the streets and i don't know why i can't stop thinking about her. She's just a normal girl. No difference than anyone i've ever met. So why do i keep thinking about her.

You know what i'm going to go back on the path and look for her because fuck i can't go any longer like this. I get up from my chair and walk out of my office then out of my apartment. Since i own basically every apartment and a lot of businesses in the city i decided to live in my best apartment complex and put my office in there. Of course i still have to go into the "work" building where others work but it's just easier like this.

After stepping outside i immediately see her. What is she doing on this street? Does she always walk here? why here? she looks so beautiful right now. Why am i over thinking this. she's. just. a. normal. girl. But why does it almost make me mad that other people have got to see her this beautiful.

Before i can even finish my next thought she takes out her AirPods and looks around. Luckily she doesn't spot me because i'm behind a building. Wait when did i get here. That's fucking trippy i must have subconsciously done that so she didn't see me staring and her gorgeous face.

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HEYY GUYS
That's was the first chapter how was it???
It's definitely hard writing in Alonzo's pov but i'll keep trying. Comment any suggestions as to where this story could go.
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