I Love You Miss Delinquent

Chapter 11

*Megan*

One morning, I woke up feeling sick.

"Meg honey, are you okay?"-Mom

"Mom, I'm okay this is just a little fever, I think?? I can still attend my class today."-Megan

"Are you sure honey? This is the first time that you got sick after that incident?"-Mom

"Mom, don't remind me about that incident, please!"-Megan

"Okay honey, I'm sorry. But are you really sure that you can attend your class today? You can skip today honey"-Mom

"Hmmm, Okay mom. I will skip today, please text Bea and Aya that wouldn't go to school today."-Megan

"Sure honey, you just rest, okay?"-Mom

Then I lay down in my bed. I couldn't remember that I have fall asleep. I dreamed about that day, that incident, when my first boyfriend/first love died because of me. Even do my parent and his parent said that it's not my fault and that I shouldn't blame myself for what happened to him. I can't stop blaming myself for what happened, it was my fault, because of what I did, and it killed 'him'. I can never ever forget about that day, that night his face when he let me ran while he stayed behind, I should never leave him there.

>flashback<

It was a rainy night when we are going home from our date. Then suddenly a group of men in black jacket stopped us. We didn't know what to do. I was so scared then he pushed me away shouting 'RAN! RAN!' that was the last day I saw him alive.

>end of flashback<

I blame myself all this year. I even try to date some guys just to forget him. But I couldn't. If I didn't ask him to go to the mall with me, he should be still alive. I couldn't forget his soft and gentle face when he is looking at me, talking to me. I really wished to bring back time, the time when he was still with me, and time when I can still feel and see his love for me. But I know time will never go back.

Then my mom woke me up because I'm crying in my sleep. That is the time I notice that I really miss him. I thought that I already moved on and forget him. But I was wrong. I can never forget him because he is already a part of my life. I just have to face the truth that he is gone.