Guilty

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Wednesdays POV:

Enid just confessed our secret relationship to her best friend.

Still sitting in the room with her friends Enid sitting next to me I can tell Enid was nervous. She was fidgeting with her hands.

I grabbed her wrist looking her in the eyes.
"It's time to go" I told Enid. Still holding her wrist I stand up and tug on her to get up.
"I'll be at the dorm in a minute, I need to talk to yoko first. Don't wait for me" she said looking up with a smile.

I nod my head letting go of her arm and walking to my dorm. Stopping in my tracks. I didn't want to go yet. I wanna know what they're saying..

no. It's not my business I said to myself.
I was turning around though. It front if the door. I slowly open it and peek my head through a little just to hear the conversation.

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Their conversation:

Y: why do you like her Enid.?

E:because she's..pretty, smart and she cares about me.

Y: Enid she a psychopath!!

E:I don't care! I love her!

Y: you shouldn't then..

E: don't tell me who I should love and who I shouldn't love!

Y: she's bad for you E..

E: I don't tell u not to love divina! Do i!!?

Y: Enid..I just don't want to see you get hurt.. ok.

E: I can handle my self yoko.. I'm not a child jeez just leave me alone. Until you can accept the fact I finally found someone i love!

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Wednesday POV:

Watching her get up I quickly walk to my dorm to pretend I was here already.

Moments later Enid walks into the dorm, i turn around to say "took you long enough" with a small smile.
"Sorry I needed to talk to yoko." She said looking at me "what did you two talk about" i said pretending not to know. 

Enid wanted to tell her but couldn't. She saw her mouth trying to form words but stopped. "Nothing" she said with a smile .

I got up and sat at my desk about to continue my Novel, when Enid sat on my lap facing me.

"Take a break on that please wends" she said looking me in the eye. "If you insi-" I was cut off by her lips on mine.

A kiss. No a make out session.

My hands holding her back as it got more intense. Sitting in my chair with Enid on top of me. I felt amazing as Enid start getting more and more aggressive.

I was startled by a thud. I opened my eyes. Enid still on top of me. I was still in the chair. What happened? Enid busted out laughing "we made the chair fall!" She said pulling me onto my feet.

I lean in to a kiss, but she backs away
"Why?" I said to myself
"What's wrong?" I asked her holding her hands.

"Would you ever hurt me wends?" She said  looking down.

I look her in the eyes my hands move to the
Sides of her face "Enid..I would never hurt you on purpose."

Her head rested in my neck as her arms wrapped around my body.

A hug.

I never have a hug where I wanted to engage but this was different.. I hugged her back..a tight hug. I felt..safe.
She made me feel safe.
I closed my eyes and dug my face into her shoulder..I was safe.

I let out a sigh of relief still in her arms.
I could feel her start to back out.
I didn't want to hold on to tight. Because my mother told me:
"The tighter you hold on to someone, they more they'll want to drift away"

So I let go.
"Can we watch a movie" she said on a calm voice.
"Anything for you" I replied
We walk to her bed and she gets her laptop to watch a movie. Halfway through the movie, I looked at her to see if she was still awake. She was asleep. I pause the movie and try to get out of bed.

"Please stay" I heard and looked at her
"It's late Enid" I replied
"Just until I fall asleep"she said quietly

I got back in bed. My armed wrapped around her.

I think I want to take her on a date..

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