-First period living with jay Halstead-
Detective Zoe brooks of Chicago Police Department member of the intelligence unit along with my boyfriend jay Halstead
So recently I moved in with him and I got period at 6 pm last night so I'm pretty moody today I mean I've told Jay about my period before but this was different because we lived together now
6 am
I was awoken by horrible cramps I forced myself out of bed grabbed my clothes for the day (pic above) I used the restroom took off the pad and wrapped it in toilet paper inserted a tampon and threw the garbage away stood up flushed
and took a quick shower dried off dried my hair got dressed and then woke Jay up for work
"Don't touch me" I said he let go of me "okay damn"
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We were eating breakfast "why are you looking at me like that" I rudely asked
"You're sitting across from me, what am I supposed to look at the wall?" "Yeah actually" sarcasm and I rolled my eyes
"I thought living together would be fun" he mumbled "excuse me" I got up and put my dish in the sink and went to our room and bathroom I got my purse and put tampons midol and snacks and an extra pair of underwear and pants just in case
I took midol before walking back to Jay we grabbed our gear and headed to the station
"Uh I'm hungry" "uh you should of ate your food" he said "dude fuck off" I snapped "what I'm just saying"
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He kept trying to talk to me but I ignored him because I was annoyed with everything he was doing and he wasn't even doing anything
"Okay What the fuck is your problem, did i do something wrong" he asked "no just leave me alone" "my pleasure" he parked the truck and we got out clocked in and went upstairs separate from each other
I went to get a coffee from the break room Jay and Kim followed
"So How's living together?" Burgess said "fantastic, we're doing a great job" I sarcastically told her Jay walked out "I'm moody I'm on my period and I'm being really mean to him and we're arguing over nothing"
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~Lunch time~
I went over to jay because my medicine was starting to where off and I wanted food "oh what now you want me "I want food" I replied nicely "oh what now you're going to be nice to me cuz you want food"
We got McDonald's and went back to the station we ate then went to the restroom went pee changed my tampon for the 4th time since I've been here I took midol and now I was sitting in jays lap
10 minutes later I was annoyed again "okay I'm done" I got out of his lap and went back to my desk "what's with the mood swings brooks, you pregnant?" Ruzek asked I gave him a look "no I'm not pregnant and do you ever think before you talk or do you just know stupid things are about to come out" I rudely told him "damn brooks"
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At home
Jay was trying to get me to shower with him I was in a bad mood I was pissed off because I'm bleeding and have bad cramps and myy yuh boobs hurt everything hurts we put our guns and badges in the safe
"Just don't fucking touch me okay, I don't want to be touched I don't wanna shower with you just stop, I' don't feel good and I feel disgusting and I just want to be alone" I yelled at him
I got my clothes and went to the guest room with the guest bathroom and got in the shower I washed everything shaved everything
... (wearing pic above##1)with a pad on I was sitting in the guest bed crying because I was in pain and because of how I treated jay
...4:30 am I felt absolutely terrible and disgusting I went to the bathroom and went pee took off my pad rolled it up and put it in the trash can, I wiped a bunch of times inserted a tampon stood up flushed wiped the seat and got a shower
I changed into (pic above #2) l got a bowl of friendlys cotton candy ice cream and started eating it in the kitchen
A sleepy jay walks into the kitchen rubbing his eyes "you're eating ice cream at 5 am?" He hesitates to question me because of last night "mhmm" I nodded my head
he cocked an eye brow up waiting for more information "I'm on my period" I said with a mouthful of ice cream "what?" He chuckles I swallowed "jay, I'm on my period" I repeat "oh....that explains a lot" he smiled he pecked my lips "douche" I giggled
"I'm sorry about yesterday it wasn't you obviously, it's just i felt gross" "it's okay i understand, i didn't but I do now, but please don't do that anymore just come talk to me I can't help you if I don't know what's wrong, i love you I'm always here for you, you know that"
" I love you" I pecked his lips "I love you too" he kisses my forehead then I finished eating my ice cream "it's okay eat all the ice cream your heart desires, if it keeps you happy"
