this is a sad one so get the tissues ready
‼️tW mention of suicide‼️
dear chris
i'm sorry, i'm so so so so so sorry know that i never ment to hurt you at all,it has gotten worse and i can't take it anymore,
🎶better hurry coz i'm leaving soon🎶
more or less when u read this i'll be dead so pls don't try come over it will be to late but just know this was NEVER EVERE your fault, you are my favourite person yk i would do anything for you but my time has come chris it has become to much for me to handle.
🎶call my friends and tell them that i love them, and i'm sorry 🎶
i love you with all my heart and i hope you find someone who can make you even happier then me make you forget i ever existed,move on delete all the memories of us it will be easier for you i love you i love you i love you you are my forever everything you made my days even better seeing your big smile i'm so sorry we couldn't get a big house had 3 kids together grow old with our 2 adopted dogs sitting on the porch with us watching the world go by i hope you can do this with your next lover
i love you chris forever and always
from the one and only
-y/n x
as i was down writing all the things i had to say to him tears poring down my face i had eventually gotten up and stared to drive over to chris's house
nick opend the door
" OMG HIIIII Y/NNNN" he says with the biggest smile
"hey nick" i say given him a tight hug knowing it may be the last
"is chris home ?" i ask him
"yeah he's upstairs playing a game" he says to me
" kkk thanks nick love you" i say walking up the stairs to chris room and ther he was playing his games door wide open so i knock
"omg hey baby,how are you" he aaked pausing his game and getting up to give me a hug and kiss
"im good" i lied to him
"come sit i've missed you so much" he pulled back into his arms kissing my forehead
"i just wanted to come say hi for a bit" i say my voice cracking i cleared my as if i was sick
"you ok u sound sick"
" i'm ok chris just a sore throat don't worrie" i say
"do u want water or medicine y/n i can go get you some?"
"no no i'm fine chris i took something before i came over but i should get going i only came over to say hey" i say feeling light headed from the pills i took before comming over
"ok babe i love you" he says give me another hug and kiss
"i love you to chris read this when i'm gone yeah it's important" i say giving him the letter pulling out of the hug
i get in my car feeling extremely dissy and a heading into big traffic i was about 10 minutes away from home when everything went black
an: part 2 will be up soon i promise
remember you are never alone i promise you this you are loved my dms are always open and idk wtd happend to the font but anyways
i love you i love you i love you
eat and drink something today/ night
-k ❤️
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Fanfiction‼️IF CHRIS OR ANY OF THEM FIND THIS UNCOMFORTABLE I WILL DELETE IT ‼️ Idk what I'm doing here :)
