I walked on the stage. Thoughts running through my brain. What will they think will they like me I hope they do. I looked up they see me. People see me for once. That's a change. I hope they like it. Please do. I love you life. 😘💕💞💖✋🏻👊🏻
Here it goes.
"Hello sweetie" a female voice called as i looked up from the spot. "Helloo" I said. Smiling. "I like your accent already." David said. "Aww thanks."I said giggling. "Where are you from." Alesha asked me. "London. But I ran away to Wales." I added. "Aww sweetie why did you do that." She asked. " I was bullied for years. And I told my mum and she didn't care nor did my dad. But my brother he's somewhere but I have no clue where." I said with a smile. "Aww honey. " she said. " do you want to tell us a little story about your bullying story. " David asked looking concerned. " yeah sure. " I said.
/ story of my bullying /
I was in year one and I was sat on the friendship bench because i had enough of my friends for that day so i sat down on the left side of it. There was a girl on the other side so being friendly me I think I tried to speak to her but then her friend turned up. So they both got up and the girl that was sat on the side of the bench. Came up to me and spat on my left arm leaving the frothy foam stuff and this happened a fue times after that.
/ end of story/. ( btw laddies that's true for me )
"Oh that's disgraceful. Did you tell anyone. " Amanda asked me. " no i don't think " I replied. " so sweetie we didn't ask your name what is it and how old are you " Alesha asked me. " my names lily Mitchell. And I am 15 years old. " I said. Smiling. " ok lily so I can see you are very nervous so I am going to let you get started. " Simon said. I ran off to grab my guitar. " I will be singing Emma Blackery the promise " I said into the microphone. I started to strum
This is it lily. You can do it you in this to show them kids that I'm struggling and that I am strong I can do this. Here we go
/ Emma Blackery the promise /
Today, you don't want to get out of bed.There are so many thoughts in your head.Like you'd be better off dead, better off deadBut let me tell you,There's a whole world waiting for you.It's hard to believe but it's true, whoa ohSo just hold on for me, hold on for me.
'Cause I believe if you go,
My heart would break, just hold on one more day.
Because you are so beautiful, whoa oh,
I promise you this, I promise you thisAnd you are more than capable, whoa ohJust believe in yourself when nobody else is listening
And I may not even know your name,
But I promise you I've felt the same.As you do right now, you'll make it somehowAnd even if you feel as though you have no friendsExcept the blade that cuts your skinYou're better than this, you're worth more than this
And I believe if you go my heart would break
Just hold on one more day.
Because you are so beautiful, whoa oh
