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Yn's Perspective -
" I love you " my body was stiff when his voice hit my eardrums .
He confessed after loving me for more than 5 years . He did but what about me ? Do I really love him ?
And the answer is no not yet . I smiled as I held his hands on mine , caressing his knuckles as I said " jungkook " .
His gaze was fixed at me even before I said anything .
He hummed as I continued
" Look , I like you alright " he nodded his head a small smile crept on the side of his lips .
" But I'm not sure I love you just yet . I mean , I need time , I like you, I really do . You made me feel things inside my belly such as butterflies , volcanoes
and what not but I'm not sure about love however I'm willing to love you jungkook , I want to love you , I will give my best to love you please I just need time - "
before my whole damn speech got completed he pulled me in a hug .
" I know sweetcake, and I'll wait for you to love me yn . Take your time alright ?"
I broke the hug as I cupped his cheeks and said .
" Thank you so much Jungkook , the day won't be too far when I'll be confessing my feelings to you "
he grinned as he pecked his lips and said while standing up .
" I'll prepare the bath okay "
I flashed my smile as I witnessed his figure disappearing from my site .
I signed, I know it takes a lot of courage for a person to confess his love .
I know , and I just won't let him know that I know that he has been in love with me since the highschool years not yet .
I want to confess to him when my heart finally says yes you love him yn , give yourself to him .
I myself Know it's hard for a person to bottle up all the love and emotions they felt for another person when they just wait for the right time to confess and he does the same .
He thinks that this is the right time to confess so he did .
I appreciate that , but I don't want to give him false hope about saying that I love him and actually not love him .
I need time , it's only been hardly the second day of my marriage and so many things have happened in the blink of an eye .
It's just so much to digest at once . I wonder , did my parents ever feel slightly guilty of what they've done to me ?
Atleast mom ? She cares about me so much, doesn't she ? We have a great bond but what happened now ?
Does she hate me this much ? How can parents hate their own blood so much? Am I really not enough for them ? How will I make all these things alright ?
How ? I smiled sadly as Jungkook came out of the bathroom. " It's ready, let's go . "
I nodded my hand as I opened my arms for him to carry me to the bathroom and he did .
I felt safe around him , I don't know what I would be doing if I didn't marry him .
He's too precious for this world . I want to make him the happiest man alive . He placed me on the counter beside the sink as he said
" Can I undress you my love ? "
It felt like the exact butterflies I wrote about . It felt intimate. His words have so much effect on me .
It makes me weak on my knees . I could kneel down infront of him and suck his pride . I really can but guess I'm not in the state of doing it .
Oops ! My foot is injured right now . But I'll surely do it one day . His words hit my eardrums making my whole body feel the fire which I've always got when I'm with him .
I nodded my head , I trust him . I know it's too soon for me to open up , but I want to do it .
He loves me despite how chubby my body is and he is okay with it .
So I know he won't mind seeing me naked . And he deserves to see me without this layer of the clothing I'm currently hiding my body from .
" I trust you jungkook unwrap me , please " I said as he grinned before kissing my lips .
He started lifting my hoodie making me blush, he finally got rid of the clothing I have , as my cheeks turned crimson red because of him .
My upper body revealed , resulting in lifting my eyelids to look at him but welcomed by his eyes fixed on me , glaring at me making gulped down when I realized I fucked up .
I was about to say but before I could do anything he said in his chilled voice making my shiver run down from my spine .
" When were you planning to tell me all of these Jeon yn? "
