Trust Issues

Backstory

My name is Autumn. I'm a brown skin complexion, with long hair, brown eyes and I guess you can say a nice body. People always call me mean or cold-hearted based on how I act . Being cold is the only way to keep your emotions in check. I don't really trust anyone. If I put my trust in a nigga or a bitch they will always disappoint me. I never want to get married or have kids. I saw what marriage did for my parents. All I want to do is live my life the best I can. If I find love on the way that's just apart of the deal. Let me take u back in time. Eventually getting to the night my mom died....

Flashback
The last time I remember things being normal in my household was when I was 7. My parents were happy with each other life was pretty much great. Until my dad lost his job. This caused a division between my mom and my dad. The fighting became more frequent and more heated. By the time I was 10 seeing my parents fight and cheat on each other was nothing new. My dad couldn't find work so he went into illegal business. My mom couldn't take it anymore so she was going to leave my dad. Before the divorce finalized she got in a car accident and I was devastated when we got the call that she had passed on. My mom was my best friend, the only person I could really trust and when she was gone I felt like my life was over.

Current times

I now live with my dad. Even though him and my mom were getting a divorce when she died, her death still hit him hard. He started to drink more and even use drugs. This made my dad into a verbally abusive man. On his good days he was the man I remember from my childhood. On the bad days however, he was my worst nightmare.