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JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP DAD. PLEASE. I CANT FUCKING DEAL WITH SHIT ANYMORE. JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP. JUST SHUT UP. ALL YOU FUCKING DO IS MAKE ME FEEL LIKE SHIT. ALL YOU SAY TO ME IS FUCKING "Wow, you suck [deadname]" STOP JUST FUCKING STOP I KNOW I DIDNT DO EXACTLY WHAT YOU ASKED BUT PLEASE JUST GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK, ALL I CAN DO IS SOB MY FUCKING EYES OUT AND VENT TO A FUCKING BOOK. ALL BECAUSE YOU DECIDED TO YELL AT ME BECAUSE I DIDNT DO A GREAT FUCKING JOB TO SWEEP. YOU TALK ABOUT BEING POSITIVE AND SHIT HUT ALL YOU FUCKING DO IS MAKE MY LIFE FUCKING MISERABLE AND NEGATIVE. I HAVE TO ACT POSITIVE AROUND EVERYONE JUST SO THEY DONT ASK ME ABOUT SHIT. THEN YOU ASK ME "Wheres the remote?" AS I FUCKING CRY AND AS YOU ACT LIKE YOU SAID AND DID NOTHING TO ME, NOT EVEN 18 MINUTES AGO DID YOU YELL AT ME. THINK ABOUT THE SHIT YOU DO, ENRIQUE. I CANT FUCKING DEAL WITH YOUR BULLSHIT ANYMORE AND I CANT FUCKING WAIT TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF YOUR DUMBASS HOUSE. IM SO GLAD YOUR GOING TO MEXICO BY YOUR FUCKING SELF. I HOPE YOU LEARN A FUCKING LESSON DOWN THERE. I GET THAT YOU HAVE ANGER ISSUES BUT TRY NOT TO FUCKING LET IT OUT AND GO TO A FUCKING THERAPIST. YOU SAY THAT YOU NEED COUNSELING OR THERAPY AND YET YOU DONT FUCKING GO. MY OWN GRANDMA, YOUR OWN FUCKING MOTHER KNOWS THAT IM DEPRESSED AND SAID TO YOU "I think she needs to go to therapy." I TRUST YOUR OWN MOTHER MORE THAN YOU. WHY DO YOU THINK I DONT WANT TO LIVE WITH YOU. BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO DEAL WITH YOUR SHIT, DAD.