❣︎𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐏𝐎𝐕 I was in my bed waiting on ddot again he said he would be here at 10:00 but it's now 3:00 for almost about a week straight this has been going on like cmon now he probably cheating on me wit them bitches that's in his music videos I swear if he is I'm gonna be so fucking mad but anyway I'm hungry I want some snacks so I went to the kitchen my momma ain't here she got night shift today so she get off at 9:00 she works at the hospital. So like sometimes they switch her schedule up anyway as I was in the kitchen my making some sugar cookies I'm gonna put sprinkles on them. My phone was on the counter and my notifications were going off I checked my phone and it was from instagram so I grabbed my phone it unlocked with Face ID and I went on ig and it was 2 messages from some girl name Nyla I clicked her message and read it. ☟︎messages☟︎ Luvfor.Nyla Hey are u and ddot dating or sum? Vonne.camilla May I ask u why u need to know? Luvfor.Nyla I'm just wondering bc he was with me talking about how he wanted to have my kids and how he was gonna marry me and stuf. Then I asked him who u were and he blocked me and stopped talking to me. Vonne.Camilla Can I ask u how long have this been happening? Luvfor.Nyla About a week he stopped talking to me today and said he was heading home. Vonne.Camilla Okay thxs for lmk Luvfor.Nyla Mhm whatever
Oop bitch u ain't gotta be rude bc his cheating ass blocked you but I really didn't know what to do like be sad or just not give a fuck but I I knew deep down inside I really did care bc before we was even dating we was best friends and I really don't want for that to ruin our friendship. As I was deep in my thoughts I heard my front door open and I knew it was ddot so I just ignored him and took my cookies out the. "Wsp ma" he said placing his phone and stuff on the kitchen counter. "Hey d" I said dryly not looking at him and placing the cookies on the stove. "U good?" He asked with a questionable look on his face. "Yup just woke up." I said ngl I wasn't even in the mood for anything rn he just made me lose my appetite and I lose it real fast and my stomach is turning I just wanna burst into tears at the fact he came in the house like nothing ever happened. "Oh what u made?" He asked me. "I made some cookies." I said while putting them in some blue container my mom had in the cabinet full of them. "Lemme get one." He said and I put one on a napkin and tossed it to him and his cookie almost broke. "Tf is ya problem?" He asked wit a mug on his face biting into the cookie. "Nun but let me ask me sum." I said leaning my back on one of the counters in the kitchen and he was at the kitchen island sitting down and he seemed like he knew what I was gonna ask this is going good. "Go ahead." He said finishing his cookie then dusted off his hands. "Ok who's Nyla?" I said crossing my arms around my chest looking at him and he shot his head up so fast to look at me. "Oh shit I was gonna tell u ma I swear she was the bsf when I was going thru shit." He said. "Darrian that's fucking bullshit bro." I said tears forming in my eyes cause it's fucked up how he really over here fucking lying. "Ma I'm sorry I was gonna tell u I swear." "No Darrian it's not ma and it's also fucked up u fucking dummy I would've never done this too like I been there for u since 1st grade and this is how u do me like wtf does she have that I don't telling her the same shit u told me me that shit is mad dayroom ngl bruh like me and u is fucking over gtfo my house don't text me don't call me Matter fact nigga just forget about me." I said crying. And he just looked at me like he didn't even care that's what hurts even more like if u didn't wanna be with me u could have just said that tf. "Bet I ain't wanna be wit yo smooch ass anyway bitch." He said grabbing his stuff and walking out and I grabbed my phone blocked him on all social media and deleted his number and the pictures of us. I started cleaning my mess in the kitchen turned the light off went in the living room and laid on the couch crying tf is wrong with him I wish my mama was here rn but I soon dosed off to sleep.
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I low key forgot about this book ngl but I have school on Wednesday eww I hate school so much I wanna kms.
