Observations

Acceptance

I continuously talked to different types of people and within talking to these people I learned more and more growing up, there was this girl that was depressed and at that time I thought to myself why don’t I try to help her and a year after she gave up on life she committed suicide and I always wondered if what I had done was not good enough, was I not trying hard enough, maybe if I could’ve helped her more but I eventually realised that sometimes a person cant get better if they don’t strive to be better, it was foolish of me to blame myself and lose track of everything I believed in. Everyone has their own difficulties and some people might say their difficulties is more than others but always remember that someone always has it harder than you. I have contemplated suicide many times and have even attempted it and each time I failed I always stood up and got stronger every time. Suicide should never be an option, you’ve been put on this planet for a reason and you are special.