Blinding Jealousy

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I was standing at the astronomy tower, thinking about the events that took place this last couple of days, all the ups and mostly the downs. Well, I did enjoy that my house quidditch team won the school championship (I'm on Slytherin BTW), and the trip to Hogsmeade, to celebrate, was also fun. The OWL's are over so Hermione should relax about our study trips to the library, that's also a plus. Now detention next week will probably not going to be so enjoyable, but that's on me for turning Malfoy into a ferret. He kind of deserved it though. Now, the shittiest thing that ruined my week and still refuses to leave my mind has to be finding out that Harry is cheating on me with Ginny. I found it quite odd when I saw them going inside the room of requirement alone, so I went and hide while watching them. Even though I watched it with my own eyes I can't still believe he was able to do that to me. So with those images in my mind all the time, I have obviously been avoiding him and deeply contemplating the idea of obliviating myself, but that would only be good for them. I've decided it would probably be more thoughtful if I confront Harry with this information but I've yet gained the courage to speak to anyone about it, let alone Harry himself.

-Miss Lovegood? - I was taken out of my thoughts by a baritone voice.

-Professor Snape? - I looked back and smiled at the potions professor, seeing a concerned look on his face.

-Were you crying? - he looked at me faking confusion. I took my hands to my eyes, feeling the wetness in them. I hadn't realized I was actually crying.

-Seems so. - I forced another smile thinking about the source of my tears - Did you Legilimens me, Professor? - he looked at me again, this time guilty.

-Sorry. I didn't mean to pry. - he came closer - Seems like you've had a tough week.

-You would think that wouldn't you? But actually, that made me realize I don't actually like him. It hurt, don't get me wrong. It hurts like hell, I care deeply about him, but I don't like LIKE him. - I looked up at him, seeing a confused look on his face - I'm sorry professor, I don't know why I'm even telling you this.

-Don't worry, dear. I was your age once, I understand. - he kind of smiled.

-I didn't take you for the sentimental type, sir. - Even though Snape is surely one of my favorite professors here at Hogwarts, and I've had some fun conversations and general interactions with him, he never showed "emotions".

-That's because I choose wisely to whom I want to show the more vulnerable side of me.

-Touché, Professor. Touché. - I laughed and I think I saw a little smirk on his lips as well. 

-Even if, thinking back to my young days, I didn't choose well after all.

-You mean Harry's mom, don't you, sir? - he looked surprised but didn't try to conceal it.

-Correct. Although I wonder how you know that piece of information? - I smile, cringing a little bit.

-I used legilimens on you during class not that long ago. Please don't give me more detention. - I looked up at him and batted my eyes. He smiled down at me, and I swear I tried but failed to not think of how hot he looked from this point of view. He smiled and I deeply hope, in the name of Merlin, he didn't read my mind again.

-Even though I don't think time with me would be a bad thing for you, I won't give you any more detention. - I laughed and looked back at the horizon, where the sun was slowly setting.

-Thank you, sir, for taking my mind off things for a bit. 

-My pleasure. I don't like to think a pretty woman like you would feel any bad for a person like him. And I know you didn't ask for my opinion but you should, not only confront him and break up with his cheating ass, but you should also get revenge. - I laughed at his words, making him giggle too.

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