𝐂𝐢𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐀𝐥𝐜𝐨𝐡𝐨𝐥

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Guigsy is staying another night he basically lives here, i mean might as well.

I led Noel to my room and shut the door behind me. He grabbed my bluetones album and started playing it.

The first song that started playing was 'Talking to Clarry' which is my favourite song on that album.

He looked towards me and gave me his hand, pulling me close he wrapped his hands around me and hugged me while slowly dancing. My hands found there way round his neck.

He slightly disconnected himself from me and looked deep into my eyes,

"You know i would never ever cheat-"

I used my hand to put a finger to his lips.

He stopped talking.

"I know Noel, you don't have to say anything im sorry"

I then used my hand to hold his face and bring it towards mine, we locked into a intense kiss that lasted a life time. It felt so passionate and i had craved Noel's touch. My body craved it. It's as if His absence affected me.

His cologne surrounded me like a mist and i wanted to burry myself into it. In that moment i let my body become Noel's. My body was his shrine.

We slowly disconnected our kiss and danced together. Not a slow dance but he would walk me round our room and used his hands to spin me. My stomach hurt with laughter and i nearly fell a couple times.

Seeing Noel smile lit a fire inside me, like it was my purpose to make him happy. I love him so much. He was the only thing on my mind. The only thing i was thinking about. Everything else was blurred out.

We both flopped ourselves on my bed, looking up at the ceiling. Noel looked at me then said,

"Your all i've ever wanted"

I felt the water gather in my eyes. I pushed my lips on him and our kiss felt like it opened up dimensions. Our love felt stronger than ever.