RUINED LIFE

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Talking to inumaki senpai was so fun. I came to know a lot about him in just these 18 hours. We are around the same age so calling him senpai feels a bit weird. he is in 2 year of high school and so am I. WEIRD.

He goes to jujutsu high and was encouraging me to join too saying there are many fun and interesting people. what a dummy! Its not possible for me in between semester. Plus i liked my school and friends.

currently im in a cab going back to my apartment and i cant stop thinking about how adorably he smiled and greeted me before leaving the airport. Although i could only see his eyes smiling, i wondered how will he look without his mask. I really wished to see that side of him. I believe i do not have any romantic feelings for inumaki kun if you all think that i am falling for  him then its a definite NO. Though he is cute and hot, it doesnt mean he can live upto my high ssstandards ehehhehe. Feeling a sudden attraction towards cute faces is normal for everybody. And i think of him only as a friend, nothing more. And i know this feeling is mutual.

I opened my instagram to distract myself from overthinking again and checked the recent comments of my new post in okinawa beach.

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|     (some girl named LEN): WAIT! THE RECENT SHOOT OF YOUR NAME WAS IN OKINAWA RIGH T                                                            SO  ARE YOU THE THE LEAD ROLE IN IT? ARE YOU IN THE MOVIE???                                 replies;                                                                                                           |

|                                            TIARA: EW I DONT WANT TO WATCH YOUR NAME IF SHE IS THE LEAD ROLE                                                              

                                              IRIS: YEAH! BRING SOMEONE LIKE JISSE(a famous celebrity my age) Y/N                                                               CANNOT DO THE ACTING IN YOUR NAME!!!11

|                                               RON: GUYS ! Y?N IS PRETTY AND GOOD AT IT! DONT BE MEAN TO HER. IK                                                                SHE CAN DO THIS WELL                                                                                                                                       ERICA: Y/N IM HAPPY 4 YOU THAT YOU GOT THIS JOB AND YOURE GOOD AT                                                               ACTING BUT IDK WHY I FEEL THIS JOB IS NOT FOR YOU.......

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there were many supporting comments as well but the negative ones brought my mood down. I felt like my heart was sinking SINKING DOWN TO MY STOMACH. I no longer wanted to act in the movie. I wanted to quit my acting and modelling carrier. I wanted to retake all my life choices.

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