You're My Dream Girl

Prologue

(Flash back takes place in chapter 73)
Italics -thoughts
Normal-Narration/action
Underline- speech

Dowha POV
I watched him confess to you, I thought we were hanging out. I had your uniform in my hands after you had changed while changing into my work uniform. We had been passing out fliers. Your inform had gotten stuck inside, when I had the key. When was the last time someone had chose to help me, you had no motives towards me, but I did. I've never been on this side of things. I was so used to the own people fawned over. It felt relieving to know not everyone saw me like that. Maybe that's why it hurt so much to see you with someone who wasn't me. You were always able to read me so well. You and him aren't even together yet and it's ruining me. Every night I stay up thinking about you. It's been weeks. I'm thinking about someone I haven't even dated. Seeing you with him in the halls hurts? I feel this huge wave of jealousy coming over me, knowing you aren't mine, and maybe will never be. I don't mean to have such mean intent, but I cannot be truly happy as of now. Surely, I will continue to be happy for you. It's crazy how you were my first love, but we had never came past the line of platonic. I will stop chasing after you and love you from afar. If this is what it is love somebody I will never stop. I understand why I love you, you're my dream girl. You have been what I was waiting for. You are my dream girl. All this time I have been yearning for someone who doesn't even look at the rumors, my face, my build, my looks. You had come closer than I had wanted. At first, I thought you were another girl who's knees would buckle at the sight of me. Turns out I was wrong, I was further from the truth, you had not cared, you had watched my emotions, you had took care of me. Now I want you to fall at the sight of me, but you fawn over someone else, Go Enhyuk.