𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐬

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So that's how lucide dreams work... You moved your body wondering around the empty room you're in, after Siyun showed you how it works you finally decided to give it a shoot since you had time

Unfortunately for you, you weren't able to use that "ghost" mode siyun had but you will figure it out either way for now you were trying to get used to controlling this level 'so if I imagined anything it would happen?'

You thought to yourself while closing your eyes trying to imagine something or someone and when you opened them again your dad was in front of you smiling at least he's not busy here you said while touching his face

Hmm it really looks real more than I expected but... You looked again at your dad waiting for something to happen
yep nothing only if I thought about it you nods to yourself in disappointment you wanted it to be more real at least he can talk or move as he wants why do you have to even imagine that?

It's been 3 weeks now since siyun become your pet and things were going as smooth as they're, though Jeongmin giving you the cold shoulder but you didn't care much nor did you care about Juhyeon since she stuck to her

It annoy you that she's now on Jeongmin's side more than you but again you are not the one who get left behind she will come back to you sooner or later they always do

You decided to left lucide dreams since you get bored and Siyun didn't show up so it was better to get some rest than wasting time here it was already one hour after midnight you checked your phone to see if there any texts from him but there was nothing

'should I text him?' you thought to yourself while closing your eyes, you wanted to see why he didn't show up tonight since he didn't mention he have any plans but again you didn't want to show that you're bothered or anything

It hurts your ego to be the first to text or check it was him who wanted to be with you all the time so why changing now all of sudden just hours ago he was blabling  about how he wanna stay with you 24/7 but now he didn't even bother to text

You opened your eyes again the idea of not getting the attention you want get you in a bad mood now how can you just sleep? 'is he doing that on purpose?' you thought to yourself while standing up walking to the kitchen

'perhaps it can be? Maybe he's testing me to see if I would miss him? As if!' you opened the fridge to get the coldest bottle of water there at this point you were bothered by the idea of him not being all clingy around you as he's supposed to be

Even if you didn't want to admit it but you were as clingy as he is , you didn't like the idea of him not being around you and now more and more thoughts was coming inside your head 'what if he's passing his sweet time with Jeongmin now when I'm here all alone?'

You did your best to hold the urger of throwing random stuff around you won't let your anger get the best of you, never but you promised to make him regret it you're not a one to mess with

After overthinking for couple of hours you were finally able to sleep for a while before the morning comes and your school day started and so your plans , you passed most of the night thinking about every possibility and that just get you more upset

𝙂𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙖𝙗𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮 𝙄 𝙛𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙖𝙨𝙡𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙮𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙙𝙖𝙮 𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙨𝙤 𝙩𝙞𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙝𝙤𝙥𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙜𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙢𝙚

You read the text you found in the morning from siyun for the 7 times now and again you just keep staring at it while biting your lips all the answers in your head wasn't nice and you didn't want to show that you were bothered or that you even waited for him