my story

wensday, june 10 2015

Today has been okay i guess but ive been thinking of my misstakes in the past. Ive been through ups and downs. The quote "i have scares on my body and stories ill never tell" is kinda diffrent from what im gonna tell. I will tell the stories. And i do have scares on my body. You wanna hear the stories well okay. Here goes nothing.

The first time i cuted was at my grandparents house with my cusin. She had already done it. She said to try it so I did. She brought it to my wrist and did it. It didnt hurt. I told her to do it again, but she told me i had to do it this time. I said what if i dont do it right. But then she said she'd help me. So i did it. That night i told my friend and one of my cusins. My friend responded with anger. She didnt like the idea of me cutting.

She really got mad. She told me with what and why. I told her with a blaf and i have a lot of reasons why. She said what are the reasons. I told her because im ugly, fat, boys really dont even talk like me, im not good enough, im really not smart, i dont get things, and because my my brothers always made fun of me, they would say that im ugly, fat, obese and stupid. I had enough of it.in my old school i would get made fun kf a little and then k begged my mkm for me to change schools and she did. My friend told me ,soo, that doesnt mean you need to cut. I get made fun of by someone in our class and do you see any cuts on me. I cried. I felt stupied.

When my cusin reponded ahe said the same thing how and why. I told her the exact same thing i said to my friend. She gave me a lecture.

I cried myself to sleep but i couldn't stop thinking of what they said.

Well that enough for right now. This is not fake. Its all real because its my story. Dont copy any of it the things in here please. See u beautiful people next time. Votw and comment if u have ever cuted.