"U dont have to carry it all. Humans are made to be solitary creatures. I want to help. All u have to do is ask"
Thats wat he said.
He said that a few weaks ago in my therapy sesion. He said all i need to do is ask but i never asked and now here i am sitting on a bridge with tears in my eyes and 'matilda' by harry styles on out loud.
With my phone is my hand opened to his contact tears driping on my screan like the rain that kept me up for the past weak. I already typed it. I type it all the time. I never send it but at least i try.
My thumb hovered over the send botton befor i closed my eyes and press send.
'Can u help me'
-Atached location-
~Matilda u talk of the pain like its all alright~
Ill let the tears flow i guess. I dont know why i should feel ashamed of showing feelings. Its not a weakness if everyone is weak.
but atleast i asked for help. Being independent doesnt mean i do it independantly.
~U can let it go~
"U can hold my hand if u feel it makes u feel safe"
~U can throw a party full of everyone u know~
So now we sit hand in hand. I asked for a therapist but i got a friend. A friend thats so much more than just a friend but wen people ask u just say friend cause its easier than saying soulmate.
~And not invite ur family cause they never showed u love~
"I love u and ill never stop saying it till the day i die cause it worth my last breath and everything i live for"
~U dont have to be sorry for doing it on ur own~
"I love u too"
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