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   I've been pregnant for 6 months now and It seems Zayn and I have been really distant. He doesn't sleep in the same bed with me anymore and He has been gone all the time..I've made a few friends here, who have been really nice. I was taken out of Yoga and been put into more treatments. I wish Zayn was here to help me through this, but No. He texted me earlier saying he had something important to tell me, and I've been worrying all day.

"Marie,Im scared" I tell my friend

"Why hun?"

"Zayn has been distant lately, and now he said he wants to talk"

"Maybe its good news?" she half smiles

"Maybe, but I am not sure."

"Just think positive hun!" she pats me back

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I Had treatment all day and I am absolutely tired, but I promised Zayn I'd stay up until he got home. Finally at 9pm he got back.

"What took you so long?"i ask

"Sorry, busy" he replies

"So what do you wanna talk about?" I look up

"Well..Uhm a month or two ago I tried out for X factor..and I made it."

"Why didn't you tell me? Zayn, I am your girlfriend you can tellme things"

"I know but you were so busy with this baby stuff"

"Ya stuff you could have helped me through!" I reply

He stays silent for awhile then finally speaks up.."Theres another thing"

"What?" I reply

"I have bootcamp,and it starts in 3 days and I will be gone for 3 months" he quickly blurts out

   He's leaving me..I knew it wouldn't be good. After all this he finally tries out, afterI told him Numerous times. I don't know what to think. I am beyond pissed and sad, I couldn't handle it...

"Get out!!" I scream

"El!" He try's walking towards me.

"No, Zayn! Just leave go stay with Harry or Lou!" I start crying and watch him leave.. Icant believe it was actually over..for good. I hope he loves his new life..

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Here I am watching Zayn on the Telly, it was elimination time..I was now 8 months pregnant..

"I'm sorry, but you are off" the announcer speaks to Zayn..His face saddened... This was my first episode I watched and he gets kicked off..

  They rest of the boys and girls walk off.. Quite sad, but they pull zayn and four other..Oh my god that Harry, Louis, Liam...and Niall..he he never told me he tried out.. It felt as if my heart was ripped out twice..

"Boys we would like you form you together as a group!" Simon smiles

  They start smiling and jumping up and down..Well I'm glad they are happy. Im big as a bear, constantly in pain, the tumor got smaller but it was still a risk..

  I walk into the kitchen to grab some water when I feel a thick wetness in my pants..Did I piss myself again..I look down and there is a big puddle of water..huh?

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