Falling In Love

Chapter 3 - What Now?

     I woke up and I was in my bed. “How did I get here?’’ I thought to myself. I looked for my phone it was in my back pocket last time I checked, but it wasn’t there. I looked where I all ways keep it next to me on my bed, and there it was on the charger. I hit the power button and it says there was a message from Harry. It said “hello my love I carried you home, because you fell asleep on my chest and in my arms behind the school, and I didn’t feel like waking you. You looked so cute. So I just carried you home and your mum let me in, and I put your phone on charge and laid you down and gave you a kiss, and then I left. And I just wanted to tell you that we are going clubbing at 5:30 pm. Louis will be driving us to the club. I stopped reading and looked at the time it was, it was 12:00 am Saturday. And then I kept reading. “Louis will be driving us to the club. And we will be there at 5:00 pm to get you. And the 3rd thing I wanting to ask you is will you go out with me? If it’s a no I understand, I know I was a jerk to you all these years and if you don’t wanna go out with me it’s cool. I just wanted to tell you how you got into your bed. And it wasn’t a dream, just so you know. And I love you, bye my love.” I got the biggest smile on my face. I changed out of my Friday clothes and got into my PJ’s, and TRIED to go back to sleep. And when I say tried I mean I tried every little fucking thing I could!!! I tried warm milk, soft songs, I ran up and down my stairs for 5 minutes! I tried all three! I went to the kitchen and got some milk and heated it up and then I drank it and then run up and down the stairs 20 times. And then went and laid down. And put on some soft music. AND I STILL COULDN’T FALL ASLEEP!!! So I got my laptop and went on Facebook and checked it, nothing new. The same old shit, and then I started to think about what I should say to Harry, should I say yes? No? Should I even answer him? My heart says no, my mind say yes, and my body says it don’t give a fuck. “Ok so let me flip a coin! That’s the fair way to find this shit out!!” I said. I was just about to flip the coin but then I remembered that I have three choices to tell him and to sides……………. “FUCK” I thought to myself. Maybe I can text Sophia and ask her what I should do. “Fuck why would I even think that she would be up??? It’s……………..” I looked at the time again “it’s 2:00 am she would never be up this early” I said to myself. My room door started to open I looked there was no one there. So I looked at the floor and there he was my puppy JR... He always helps me. He helped me get over Angel (A.K.A. my ex-boyfriend) he never left my side for weeks. I love this little guy. “Come here boy! Come on!” I said to JR… he jumped on my bed. And I sat him in front of me. “JR, help me this boy asked me out and I like him but he loves me I don’t know what to say……. Should I say yes…?” he didn’t move “should I say no…?” he still didn’t move.  I was lost I didn’t know what to tell him. I took a look at the time and it was 3:00 am, time was going so fucking slow. What now? I don’t know. “That little bit of time I was with him was pretty fun…. Maybe I should give him a chance…… but maybe not I have a headache thinking he'll tell you he (LOVES) you and then leaves…. I don’t fucking know!” I thought for a while, and thought, and thought…….. AND THEN IT HIT ME!!  “I’ll say yes to him... But I won’t fall in love with him, it’s brilliant!!!!” as I thought to myself. I finally fell back asleep at like 4am. And I woke you to my mom yelling at me like I killed someone. “ANGELINA!!!! WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT!!!!! WHO WAS THAT BOY CARRYING YOU HOME??!?!?!!? ARE YOU A VIRGIN????????????  DID HE FUCK YOU!? AND ARE PREGNANT?!!!!!!!!! TELL ME!?!?!!? DID HE GET YOU DRUNK AND DO THE DIRTY WITH YOU??? ” she yelled at me.  I was still half asleep, so I didn’t know what she was really talking about. So I didn’t say anything, so I wouldn’t say the wrong thing. “We didn’t do anything mom. Harry is just a friend.” I told her.  My mom rolled he eyes at me and left, but didn’t shut the fucking door. “FUCK!!!! What time is it?!?!?” I said. I grabbed my phone as fast as I could. It said 4:00 pm. “Ok I have time to get ready.” I told me self. I got into the shower and washed up. I did my hair and got ready. But this time it was 4:55. And I got a call from Harry. “Hi Angelica” Harry said. “Hey Harry” I replied. “We are right around the corner; we will be there in like 3 minutes.” He told me and hung up. I went down stairs, and went into the kitchen. “Mom I’m going out with some friends” I yelled, as I walked out the door. “Don’t stay out too late!” she yelled back. “Ok, I won’t.” I told her. I went outside and waited for about 2 minutes, and I saw the boys coming around the corner. Harry rolled the window down. “Hop in!” he said with a big smile. I got in and off we went.