Better (Taegyu)

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Taehyun is still in Beomgyu's bedroom, lying next to Beomgyu, naked under Beomgyu's blanket.

Taehyun spoke up first: "So, hm, about that..."

"About what?" Beomgyu is snuggling into Taehyun's chest, his nose nuzzling playfully against his skin.

"Hyung, i...i didn't mean to-"

"Tyun ah, be honest with me, please. I can feel it. I know this is my first time, but I'm not that dense. I can feel the love from our first sex. Why do you want me to be your boyfriend? Is it just part of a deal, or did you actually mean it when you said that you loved me?"

"I'm sorry."

Beomgyu, looking up from Taehyun's chest to face Taehyun, "What are you sorry for?"

"I want to be honest with you Hyung but please don't hate me."

"I'll hate you if you don't want to tell me your true feelings." Beomgyu lets his one hand slowly wander up Taehyun's muscular arm.

"I have feelings for you since I moved into this apartment. At first, I thought it was just a silly crush, but I don't think my feelings for you will disappear when you're here, always in front of me. When I woke up, you were the first person I talked to. I even avoided you for weeks, if you remember when I suddenly became so distant from you."

"Yeah, I remember that. It was the first two months you are my housemate." Beomgyu's fingers stop caressing Taehyun's arm, a realization hit him, "Fuck Taehyun, that was two years ago?! Why didn't you tell me?"

Taehyun took Beomgyu's hand and kissed his knuckles, that was so gentle and Beomgyu never knew Taehyun could act gentle like this because he's always so cold and never shows that he's really interested in Beomgyu or anyone else. Beomgyu wonders how Taehyun can keep his feelings to himself for two years.

"Yeonjun Hyung tell me that you already like someone else." Hand still holding Beomgyu's hand and put it on his chest.

"Wait- so Yeonjun Hyung knows you like me?"

"You make Yeonjun and Soobin Hyung worried because you tell them I avoided you. You were scared that I found your behavior weird, and you even said to them that I hate your loud voice. So I told them about my real feelings."

"Yeah, because you're nice to me, but suddenly you don't want to talk with me anymore, so I just assumed that you hated me." Beomgyu is looking at him with the softest eyes that match Taehyun's soft smile.

"How can you like Kai for more than three years Hyung? Do you ever think to find someone else?"

Beomgyu pouts at the question. Taehyun poked Beomgyu's nose and chuckled when Beomgyu groaned with his annoyed voice.

"Hmm, I don't really know Tyun ah. Right now, I have to think about my real feelings. I actually don't know what I feel for him or what my real feelings are for you."

"Hyung, it's ok if you don't love me the same way I love you. We can stay as friends. I don't want to lose you. Don't ever think about my feelings." Taehyun reassured Beomgyu, his eyes really genuine and sincerely with what he said.

"How can I not think about that after you confessed while you were inside me?" 

"Hyung!" Taehyun playfully hit Beomgyu's arm. "Don't say that out loud! Oh my God, you feel so good around me. I didn't realize I confessed my undying love to you."

Beomgyu giggled, "I accept our deal."

"Hm?"

"We keep as secret what you did today from Yeonjun and Soobin Hyung. And..."

"And?" Taehyun is patiently waiting for Beomgyu to finish his words.

"And I want to go on dates with you."

"Hyung, it's okay if you don't want to be my boyfriend. We can go on a date for one day and close our deal. I will tell Yeonjun Hyung after Soobin Hyung returns from Busan later." Taehyun hugged Beomgyu and circled his thumb on Beomgyu's back.

"No! Tyun, I really want to give us a chance. I don't think I can forget and move on from what we did together today. You're my first Tyun, I do want it to be more meaningful to me after this."

".............."

"Taehyun?" Taehyun just looked at Beomgyu without saying anything. His unreadable face makes it hard for Beomgyu to guess Taehyun's next words.

"................"

"Tyun, please say something!"

"Are....you sure?"

"Yes!"

"What about Kai?" Beomgyu wrinkled his nose, uninterested in answering Taehyun.

"Hyung? It's okay, really. I don't want you to feel guilty or-" 

"God, Kang Taehyun! Fuck! I fucking want you right now, not Kai Kamal Huening!!!" Beomgyu shouted in Taehyun's face.

That made Taehyun chuckle. "Ok, ok, you're so cute. Fine Hyung. So, my pretty Hyung, do you want to be my boyfriend?"

"You really ask me this question when me and we are still naked? I can't believe this! At least go up and bring me a dr-"

"Oh my God Hyung..."

Taehyun cut Beomgyu's words with a sudden kiss. When Taehyun pulled away, Beomgyu chased Taehyun's lips and crashed them into his, giving him a sweet, long kiss. 

"Hyung...."

"Yes, yes Tyunnie. I'm yours."

Taehyun smiles against Beomgyu's lips and kisses Beomgyu deep and hard. The kiss turned to a messy make-out; tongues clashed, and they were now kissing with tongues. Beomgyu broke the kiss first. 

"Tyunnie, was mine better?"

"Huh?"

Beomgyu pointed his finger at the butt masturbators on the floor; the fake butt was long forgotten by them. Taehyun laughed and kissed Beomgyu's cheek. 

"Yeah. Better."