𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝟑 𝐨𝐟 𝟑 (𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭)
𝐒𝐚𝐟𝐞 & 𝐒𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝- 𝐓𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐨𝐫 𝐒𝐰𝐢𝐟𝐭Ashtray's POV-
It's been 3 days since they had to intubate Y/n. I'd spent every single one of those days right by her side, praying she'd wake up.I watched as the machine pumped air into her lungs. I leaned down and pressed my lips to the back of her hand. I don't know why but over the past few days i've been pressing kisses on her hand non stop. I just can't let go of her hand. it's the only contact i can possibly have with her.
"I'm gonna go get something to drink, you want anything?" Maddy asked as she stood up. I shook my head and she walked out.
"C'mon angel" i whispered. I looked across the room and gazed out the window. I felt Y/n's hand move a bit. I whipped my head around to look at her. I can't tell if i'm imagining things or if she just moved her hand.
I stroked the back of her hand with my thumb. I felt her hand squeeze mine again. i looked up at her to see her slowly opening her eyes. "Y/n?" i asked. Her eyes darted around the room before her hand reached up and felt the tube that was down her throat.
I saw panic flash across her face. She looked at me with a scared look on her face, i quickly stood up and went to get a nurse.
We walked back into the room to see Y/n with tears in her eyes. "Hey it's ok. You're ok" i said trying to soothe her. The nurse tried to remove the tube as gently as possible. She then left the room to go talk to the doctor.
"Ash what happened?" she asked. Her voice sounded weak and i could tell she was scared. "You um... You overdosed. Fez and i found you and y-you weren't breathing" i said, trying not to remember the horrible visual.
She nodded and stared at her hands. "I'm sorry Ash. I'm so so sorry" she said softly as tears rolled down her face. I pulled her into me and she cried on my shoulder.
"I didn't mean to scare you. i know i've been a terrible girlfriend and i'm sorry" she sobbed. "Hey don't say that. Everyone makes mistakes ma" i said. I placed a kiss on her hair as i comforted her.
"I'm gonna get clean. I mean it this time. I never want to put you or anyone else through this shit again" she said as she tried to slow her breathing down. "Calm down angel. Breathe in and out slowly ok?" i instructed. She nodded and tried to follow my breathing. After a few minutes we pulled away.
i leaned forward and placed a gentle kiss on her lips. I felt like my heart restarted and that everything was going to be ok.
I pulled away from her and sat back down in my chair. I picked up her hand and started playing with my fingers.
"Y/n! You're awake!" Maddy said, running over to her sister. She pulled Y/n into a hug and scolded her saying "You're done, you're getting clean ok!?". Y/n nodded and said, "Ash and i were just talking about that". They slowly pulled out of their hug.
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